f: avery, nihilus collective

thank you guys for gaf man 🤝🤝

i may still come back and use this acc im just trying to get comfortable rn

hey so ive been feeling itd be a lot easier to unmask / be myself on an account solely for me so thats what ive done.
people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so

ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different

i would be more active but every day is a new challenge rn to be real

commissions open until i get a job
15-40 USD depends on what you want
pay me on either of these thangs:
artistree.io/calalidocious
ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious

im a little more insane earlier in the day than i usually would be but its alright it means the progress is accelerating

on the day of my 11am class, i wake up 2 hours before the time i planned to (at 5am)

living in england chill until you forget to turn the socket on

so, recently i was told that my rent is effectively going up a lot to pay off a debt i had since i first came to the homeless shelter because they weren't calculating it right. rn i can barely afford anything and this will make it so much harder. i appreciate everything ♡
⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine

today was so exhausting. we had a 4 hour class, some brain stuff going on, and met potential friends. but now we have two days off (yay!) so ill make sure we rest up

me : i will be unapproachable and unlikable as possible
after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.

guess who made 2.5 potential friends

i am being unapproachable at the function (class)

NO class today. i dont want to go

tbh i have no idea how the game actually is because the only way ive consumed it so far is in calls with nearly my entire friend group and we cannot take anything seriously. i like the fog monster stuff though

🩷 SMT 🩷 Metaphor 🩷 Persona 🩷 DDS
 ⊹  ୨୧ final fantasy
 ⊹ ୨୧ baroque
 ⊹  ୨୧ castlevania
 ⊹ ୨୧ project moon
 ⊹  ୨୧ drakenier
 ⊹ ୨୧ minecraft
 ⊹  ୨୧ fromsoft
 ⊹ ୨୧ HSR
 ⊹  ୨୧ Arknights
 ⊹ ୨୧ PMMM
 ⊹  ୨୧ TGCF
 ⊹ ୨୧ ONS
🩷 #promosky 🩷 20↑ pref 🩷 ♡﹢↻ appr 🩷
  ⋮ weekly mutual hunt﹐let's be friends ₊ᐟ
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maybe

this is the best wording of it ive seen so far lol

we dont talk often so optinola

i know i just came back from inactivity but i may be less active when it comes to posting on my own for a while. really not doing so hot

i love this

High Zodiark, protector of us all.

🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart

thanks . likewise

i didnt have anytging specific in mind but this is from the category of video yes. im glad i understood

a close up of a red and black caterpillar crawling on the ground with the word avery above it . ALT: a close up of a red and black caterpillar crawling on the ground with the word avery above it .

check this out

my brain feelsliek soup

i would like to get into the silent hill franchise but tank controls are so insane for me

this was when i was like 16