jess (mutuals only)

but also i probably cant, and with my mental health issues and extreme fear of doctors it is probably not a good idea.

anyway i wish my body worked

my periods have always been fucked (my first ever, when i was 12, lasted 10 weeks), and it causes me so much distress. My medications worked for years and now they don’t and I think maybe I should just ask abt getting a partial hysto. Which sucks bc idk maybe i want to get pregnant someday

i have a checkup with a new doctor on the 18th and i have been avoiding it for like a long time out of Fear but i gotta so i can keep my Rx’s. I’m already medicated to keep my periods regular but despite this they are suddenly fucked up again so idk what’s gonna happen. Scared!

could i please stop bleeding 😫 my lower back is in a perpetual spasm from cramps and it fucking sucks

ironically i feel great, just a little emotional

been weirdly weepy today, everything is making me tear up

絵です。

i texted my dad please clap

"did you cum?"

my dear...is a song beautiful only at the end? do we watch a sunset to see the darkness? is a story only valuable because of the climax?

but no

i just feel tired

like it or not I’m going to see him a month from today so i guess i need to figure my shit out

(step dad; i have completely different issues with my bio dad lol)

it’s my dad’s birthday and i havent decided if i want to say anything to him; I’ve been ignoring him for like a year

oh god so true

yeah unfortunately i find oil even worse 😭

i wish lotion did not make me feel like i was crawling out of my skin :( my skin loves it, but i hate it. It was bad enough last night when it was dry yet tacky on my skin, but now that I’m out and mildly sweaty, i feel like a frog with a mucus membrane

i have pcos, i’m already medicated but it’s like it’s no longer doing the job, i spot(?) a lot and it sucks

i wish my body would chill out on my periods. i had them back under control for like 8 months but since january they’ve been fucked up again. hate this shit so fucking much. anyone want to spay me?

pool toys 👍

evie offering me her armpit after a day of hard work 😵‍💫

ew why did my dad call me

rip all my lovingly curated hentai tabs :/

someday i do think id really just like this one fancysteel.com/collections/...

anyway I found a cheap/entry level one that has a clear dome instead if metal so you can see everything 🥵

I’m happy to pay for an artisan product once I know I really do want to use it enough to justify the cost but it is frustrating how hard to use and frankly bad most entry level chastity belts are :( it’s hard to justify $500 - $3000 on a belt without much experience!

i think it might be time for me to try and get a chastity belt again. the last one was a bust; I have my eye on one but idk if I want to go through all the effort again if it’s just gonna suck. I wish the market for chastity belts wasn’t so $$$

A fourteen-panel comic about a lesbian couple having emotional sex. The opening narration reads: “In a few days, I was going abroad. I’d be gone for three months and my girlfriend wouldn’t be coming with me. She was psyched for me and had spent the week helping me pack.” The two women wake up and start having sex. The top says, “it’s going to be so hard not being able to touch you for three months.” The bottom starts crying, and then they both cry together.

leaving soon (colored)

Wayne from The Shepherd's Sword naked and muzzled

Yeah so basicallyyyy I'm working on some upcoming pages in The Shepherd's Sword and uhhh................... muzzle :)

extremely funny that after i posted this i saw a girl i hooked up with 😹on a date of her own 😇

ive taken so many good nudes, this is one of the best things abt hotels