kota 🎃

it’s 3:20 and i can hear people “talking” (yelling) and laughing outside should i blast no cock like horse cock out the window

WHY CANT YOU ADMIT WHEN YOURE WRONG ITS O-FUCKING-KAY TO BE WRONG ABOUT THINGS SOMETIMES AND IT REALLY FEELS LIKE YOU DONT RESPECT ME ENOUGH AS A PERSON TO ACTUALLY SAY “YEAH YOU HAVE A POINT” AND APOLOGIZE

i got boba and they sent a cake??? thing?? i’m not sure what it is bc the packaging is entirely in chinese but i’m loving “lactic acid bacteria flavor”

be so fr am i giving blue hair and pronouns or just a cool guy

i think this may be my new go to hair color i love it so much

whenever i drink directly from a two liter bottle i feel like a toddler who has been granted his special big boy drink

losing my mind a little at this interaction

look what i bought my partner for his birthday isn’t it so fun

i brought my loops to work with me and they’re actually helping a lot but i am worried the supervisors are gonna think they’re earbuds and get mad at me

the fact that i have to work on my birthday should be illegal

everyone abandons me it keeps happening maybe i should just give up on holding onto relationships and let it all fail maybe if i run away to kill myself i’ll finally make people happy maybe i was never meant to make it

really feeling like the best option for everyone is for me to kill myself

i remembered i needed to go to the atm so i acquired my new lighter

i need a lighter with a safety but i don’t have any i took them all off and i don’t wanna go buy a new one

me hyperventilating trying to convince myself not to sh: i’m obviously faking it

BITCH WHERE??? NO ONE ELSE IS HOME!!!!!

i sent this to my friend last night and i’m still laughing about it

i’ve been really struggling with my heart failure symptoms these past couple months and guess what it took to help me feel better actually no i’ll just tell you they gave me lasix and i peed four times in an hour and i was actually able to walk up stairs again

hhhhhhh i have aches,,,,, in me bones,,,,,,,,,

freaking out! in the target fitting room

so i’m not used to edibles working and i took 100mg of d9 thc last night just to try and i think it actually did do something because i was a little high in therapy whoops

am i a bad vegetarian if i sometimes eat gelatin (usually on accident but my gel caps of acetaminophen have it too)

is it problematic that i lowkey wanna be (CONSENSUALLY) drugged and used like a fuck doll? not necessarily enough that i black out (i’ve had sex blacked out and it wasn’t bad i just don’t remember a lot of it) but like??? please use me like a toy daddy i’m only here for your pleasure

one of my triggers is literally what does the fox say and i’m so angry about it like that’s so fucking stupid

maybe i should just kill myself

chat are there any ftms here i have a question that can only be answered by you

lmao i need to take my anxiety meds but i can’t dry swallow and the only liquid i have is hard liquor

i have medical devices that are required to stay on board with me and my ticket said zone SEVEN i was not going to be able to put my bag in the overhead bins if i boarded last THAT IS VERY MUCH A SPECIAL CONSIDERATION

“boarding goes by zones” and then immediately announces anyone who has special considerations or needs more time can board *aggressively points at myself*

this was temporarily fixed by taping and a shirt but i want to peel my skin off again