Freya 🫧 attempting recov

update:

didnt go to the lab, was too scared to get the bus lol

looks like trains are cancelled till at least Wednesday, so ig im not going to uni until after then

maybe, but ive been avoiding getting any cause im scared it will interact with the anti nausa I already take :/

ig ill keep yous updated

ive also not slept yet and its almost 2am , im up at 5.30 am

I only have 2 labs left, and I can only take 1 off and still pass the unit

so I could take this off, but then, no matter what, have to go into the last one,
or,
I find a way to go in so the pressure is on now but off for the next lab

ok guys heres the current situation:

big fire at glasgow central, all trains are off tmoro

I have a lab tmoro morning

I could get a bus but it makes me motion sick

could get a taxi but thats expensive + everyone will be getting taxis due to the trains being off

I also need to get home as well

maybe we can made them believe its a cursed position, and we can see its downfall

oh some healthcare ceo is walking on thin ice rn ....

I dont want to do the lab tmoro, but it is assessed later ..... so like I rlly should

happy international women’s day to all my beautiful moots who identify as such!!💋🤍🫂💐

Happy international women's day ✨️💕✨️💕💖✨️💕

I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!

Happy international womens day!! Love ya girlies!!! <3

exactly, like where is that the same?

woo!

am I crazy or is that not the same at all ???

I hate bad people who hurt children, and he hates people that are struggling with addiction ???

my mum was talking about the epstein files

I said, I think we need to get all of them, tie them to chairs and let the victims and their families go at them with bats

she said I was just like my dad cause he believed drug addicts should be given a big bag of drugs and allowed to kts with it ....

I need my partner to have this idea ...

real, tipsy me once danced in front of everyone at a pride event while waiting in line at like 8am ,, sober me holds my breath when walking past ppl cause im scared they can hear me breathe ....

oh oops, yesterday I showered, tidied, put on a washing, hung up the washing. and I was feeling it in my lower back yesterday.

but ive just woke up and oh god I so over done it, wtf was I thinking

if it helps I got it off of smthn like cdkeys for a couple of pounds. I know you prefer physical media tho

omg its mee!! I love this game soo much !! you sooo need to get it !!

honestly, id walk in the park, read a book, eat a doughnut maybe an ice cream if it was warm,, if I had a whole day id teach myself how to swim, maybe walk around the library. that type of thing

im blocked by whoever this is 💀

my brain rn: tha thu glè mhòr, tha thu glè mhòr, tha thu glè mhòr, muc muc muc, seall geir anns gach àite

im exhausted from working agaisnt my own brain

im so fat its making me insane, how can I be so large when im underweight and have 0 strength still??

I do want to sh again, but I wont, the idea of dressing like a whore during the summer is better than sh

ugh id thank him if he came over just to slap me around a bit, I think I need it

I also hate feeling like this and venting about it cause then it feels like I am being all *woe is me* *feel bad for me* but I dont want sympathy, I dont want anything from anyone actually, i want to be left alone :/

ive not decided yet where the line is for me, for stay/survive/run away/give up etc

I feel like ive kinda promised my partner to not give up by being engaged

if we are going crazy right wing, I hope its not the christo-facist style that america is getting, im gonna find it so hard to pretend to believe in a god and hold these contradictory and cruel believes.

it would be easier to just pretend im stupid, ignorant, and want white babies or whatever

im so tired, I dont want to do this anymore. I think i need someone to beat me until im fixed. maybe if someone else is causing me pain then it can be fixed, rather than my body causing it with no one to help, and it being illegal to help