Freya 🫧 attempting recov

fr! but honestly in the end I think i was just treated worse

if i was to be sent back to my childhood, id be meaner and id cause more trouble. everyone took forgranted how good I was

woo !!

I want to cut but I cant cause 1) almost 5 years clean, and 2) I want to dress like a whore over the summer cause im finally bmi 16s

I cant believe winters ending already, I cant handle summer and warm weather, I hate it so much.

I hate not being able to breathe or sleep, I hate the sweating and feeling sticky and weak, I hate the fact public transport becomes unbearable.

I want autumn back

no dw at all, im here for you <3

yeah thats possible i guess, I think because its chest pains your right to get a second opinion tho. you dont want to take a chance with smthn like that

I got 73%
avg was 50% standard dev of 12

so that puts me in the 97th percentile!!

genuinely so shocked, I expected 30/40%

im concerned for my freind, its Ramadan and ment to be a happy time, but her sister (and the sisters husband and kids) are stuck in the middle east rn.

and shes been so anxious since, and her parents dont keep well either and they've been beside them with worry

yeah id get a second opinion just incase. hopfully its just like rlly sore indigestion or smthn and nothing serious 🤞

I love this, I wanna be this soo much

I hope u r ok! if they get bad please go to the hospital

or maybe this is all just a bunch of cope cause im mentally unwell, the conditions are making it worse, and everyone else is happy and fine, acting like nothing is going on

from what ive seen most organisms change their behavour when under stressful conditions. to not change your behavour surely would be an evolutionary disadvantage in a lot of cases and therefore a sign of something wrong with that organism

sometimes I wonder if "mentally healthy" ppl are the unwell ones.

i think under the current system its only normal to have anxiety and depression.

your survival is being threatened all the time with, food, housing, healthcare insecurity. these are stressful conditions.

how are you ok like this ?

thank uu <3

I wish I could be a brain in a jar that controls a robot body

samee i tried it once before thats how i thought maybe thats what he was doing lol and thank you!

thank you <3 I'm trying to take it day by day so far, but omg I hate this lol

im actually the worst at recovering cause why am I still saving thinspo 🤨

but he stopped before me lol

when i was studying today I seen this guy working on his laptop and he kept looking at me.

but I think he was challenging himself to work for as long as I did,, because when I stretched he looked like he was ready to stop, but I continued and he went back to it looking even more tired 💀

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idk if yous can tell im getting tired now lol

yeah it asks me for it but ive been ignoring it and using a vpn lol

but I count session that are even 10-20mins ... what if i try doing a version but its studying like 3/4+ hrs a day or smthn