CxtSlut💀

Bring me back to my LW 😭
#thinspo #anasky #ana #drugsky #stims #ricecakesky #catapillersky #feathersky #drugsky #addict

Fat fuck ate 2 rice cakes and half a pnt of icecream

Like i texted my partner and hes like what tje fuck ia going on

Boss like "im sorry I gtg im not feeling good at all and fuckin ran im try8nf so hard not to sh im trying to keep that part buried i dont want to deal with her right now 😕 idek if it could?

Man I jusy had a FULL dreak oit at woek I pulled into the lot and my HR was sp fuckom high my fitbit stopped reading it at like 160

I told them I was leaving at 1 or 2 and then they started talking shit all petty with me in the other room so I panicked and went out back and just dipped I texted my-

Doing these little things makes me feel weird,like i was a little girl and they hurt me so bad- but it also makes me so numb

#traumasky #ptsd #csasurvivor #csam #cptsd #dissasocitiveIdentityDisorder #slitsky #cutspo #ouchiesky #scarsky #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm #slicesky #beanspo

baby cuts ❤
#shbsky #sh #slitsky #selfharm

so back guys
#shbsky #slitsky #shbunny #sh #selfharm

Doing these little things makes me feel weird,like i was a little girl and they hurt me so bad- but it also makes me so numb

#traumasky #ptsd #csasurvivor #csam #cptsd #dissasocitiveIdentityDisorder #slitsky #cutspo #ouchiesky #scarsky #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm #slicesky #beanspo

#sh #shtwt #selfharm

#selfharm #teen #sadistic #リスカ #자해

촉감놀이
#リスカ

EYES👁️

#リスカ #自傷 #shtwt

You cant fix me.

Nothing can.

Its over for me.

Im an artist
#shedsky #slitsky #shsky #goresky #suisky #cutspo #ouchiesky #scarsky

Like im still so confused how it was still wet fluid and not clotted it also looks purple/dark red like artery spray

#cutting #cutspo #ouchiesky #slitsky #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm #slicesky #suisky

Theyre killing you.

I need you to gimme my gd clout

I hit beans one swipe while driving home from work the other day.

If you're still multi swiping get good scrub

(THIS IS SFX MAKEUP)

#selfharm #slicesky #beanspo #styros #cutspo #slitsky #shsky #goresky #suisky #cutsky #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm

These are healed but still look open...I prolly should've put a stitch in a few of them but Idrc that mych.

Enjoy ig
#scars #didsky #shsky #goresky #suisky #cutspo #slitsky #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm #slicesky #selfmutilation #cutting #jkai #obslove

Intake in a paralysis flare
Im sure ill regret it

10 grapes
5 small slices of cheese
A small slice of chocolate mud cake (less then 2.5in)
1 half of a cinnamon rasin bagel
2 bites of a green onion corn fritter

I purged everything last night so today started at 0

Yeah it used to trigger my partner too even though I broke him in early- ig one time he walked in on his mom drunk trying to cut the varicose veins out of her legs and it really fucked him up.

Im not as bad as i used to be but whn he sees it pick up in frequency he knows smth is up

From a full stomach to bile in 15 minutes...I forgot why I dont purge... it's just too easy for me

#shedsky #edsky #fatspo #purging #purgesky

Lmao I purged for the first time in like 10 years last night- mostly because my GP was flared and my food from that morning was starting to rot

But I cant say I didnt like knowing all the sweets I ate came up too.

#shedsky #purgesky

When I bought the kitty box cutters I gave him one lmao 🤣

He knows about my sh i broke him in early in our relationship like id be fileting myself open every weekend and getting stitched so hes used to it by now- and im sure he was nosy and opened the black one it was left out on the counter the other day😅

Man sometimes I feel like this one of our headmates is ace and its hard to be intimate with my partner.

Caused alot of issues 😭

I have kits hidden literally everywhere; the house, the car, at work, in the bathroom, in the bedroom, in the closet, in my cage....everywhere

#shedsky #slitsky #cutspo #slitbsky #cutsky #shsky #goresky #suisky

Once agian Hittin beans while driving is my new skill ig

#beanspo #styros #cutspo #ouchiesky #scarsky #scars #didsky #slitsky #shsky #goresky #suisky #cutsky #shedsky #slitsky #slittwt #988sky

Am I cutspo yet or do I need to start slicing pieces off?

#cutspo #slitsky #shsky #goresky #suisky #cutsky #shedsky #edsky #fatspo #shbsky #cxtting #selfharm #slicesky #scarspo #beanspo #styrospo #beans