Kachua 🐢🌷🧿

Hey, amazing you. Love yourself. Love your friends. Love this beautiful world. Love the stories, the games, the tunes & words that bring you joy.

There's leaves on the trees that only just saw sunlight, a cloudshape that will never be repeated, & a blackbird with a shimmering wing - love it all.

❤️

I've only witnessed a few hours of Final Fantasy 16, but I already freakin' love these two.

I need to ask some advice, but it's not something I can just post publicly, and I'm not sure who to ask. Can any of you guys DM me?

(I also have a huge anxiety about being direct with people, like asking direct questions..... -.- I always feel like I'm being rude. Southern-raised girl problems.)

Hey. Your feelings & needs matter-- even if you don't understand or can't perfectly express them at this second.

I wouldn't be struggling just to function every day, I wouldn't be so frustrated constantly... All human beings need more than just the bare minimum to survive, no matter WHAT or how we try to convince ourselves otherwise.

My nerves are still frayed from yesterday & the day before. So I gotta vent.

People always seem to think I have it so easy, and that my life is so somehow glamorous, that I'm SOOO confident and self-sufficient... I will never fucking understand why anyone ever thought that.

That could not be further from the fucking goddamn truth.

If I had all I needed, I wouldn't be sick.

Ellie from Xenogears, who is my profile picture. ^_^

That fear that you "don't make sense" when you talk isn't about whether you actually make sense or not-- it's usually about having been made to feel in the past like what you had to say wasn't important or intelligent.

The reality is, you are articulate & expressive. Remember.

@aqy.bsky.social We were JUST talking about this, and I scrolled to it..... ^_^

My mood these passed two days. >.>

❤️you can do difficult things❤️

🧡boundaries are essential🧡

💛you are important to someone💛

💚you inspire others by being you💚

🩵your feelings are valid🩵

💙you are enough exactly as you are💙

💜you are loved by so many people💜

🩷🫂you are not alone🫂🩷

This may be the most relatable thing I've ever stumbled across, rofl.

Man....this was another example of how sharp my gut feelings are.... I learned something disturbing.

Lots of drama on the homefront occured between then & now, so I'm gonna rest before I go into it all.....my person received my latest writings to him, so I'm just gonna be happy with that. 💌🐅💜

🫂💙 Thank you dearie....

It's happening again. Waking up at like 6:00 in the morning, every night, feeling panicked for no immediately discernable reason.... I mean, it's bad.

This happens for me at this time every year. Last year, it was ESPECIALLY bad.....and then someone tried to break into our house in broad daylight.

Listening to ritualistic Celtic music to soothe a late-night anxiety attack......

Needed this, thank you..... 🫂💙

As far as I'm concerned, the Fire Horse Year, and every Lunar Year starts on January 1rst.....because I live in a part of the world where it does. *Shrugs* Totally cool with it starting for others at different times elsewhere.

No need for any debate.... ✌️🐎🔥💕

What if it works out, and better than you imagined? 📝

Timeline cleanse. 🎶🌊

@aqy.bsky.social 💙

Well, I technically finished it a few days ago, but I felt it needed a bit more added.

Still can't totally think of a name. >.< I have a few ideas, though.....

POSITIVE SELF TALK SOUNDS LIKE... I am patient with my progress. My feelings are valid, even if they are messy or unclear. My boundaries are healthy, loving, and necessary. Growth looks different everyday, and that's okay I am learning, growing, and allowed to make mistakes. I accept myself as I am while allowing myself to evolve. @selfcarexpress

Very awesome, thank you!! The series looks familiar, wonder if I can seek it out.... ^.^

a girl with white hair and blue eyes is wearing a pink apron Alt: a girl with white hair and blue eyes is wearing a pink apron

Trying to think of a name for a poem I just officially finished......

Oh well, whatever. I'll just keep to myself like I usually do, and hope they don't bug me or my folks.

Honestly after all the drama I've been through over the past 5 years involving neighbors (not even going into the shit I literally survived growing up), I'm just weary of anyone I don't already know living so close to me. I wish I lived out in the country, with properties spread far apart.

Nobody's perfect, kids can indeed be a pain in the ass, they'll test your patience, and all that, absolutely, I get it.

But I just never get a good vibe from adults who don't even try to stop themselves from reacting that way, especially in front of strangers. That's just a red flag to me, sorry.

I couldn't stay asleep, so I sat on my porch to get some sunlight, and the people that I think are my new neighbors crept up to the empty apartment across from me...

I try not to make snap judgements & all that, but first thing that happened was the guy got out of his truck to yell at his kid. IDK.

Yeah.... I'm going back to bed, I'm already over today. =_=; I was up super late last night anywho.

Just hoping I can talk to my person soon, and I hope my letter arrived to him safely. That'll perk me up. 💌💕

Woooow. VERY curious what this is..... (And RIP to my sleep schedule)