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Flowereater (Simona!!)

@simonajapyap.bsky.social

Kashimon's yap acc 日本語を勉強している子🙊 画家、いつもダイエットする人、プロセカファン、本が好き人。 25歳、女、INTP 5w4, ウクライナから En/ru/uk/jp (I use every language) kashimon.straw.page

51 Followers  |  61 Following  |  308 Posts  |  Joined: 02.03.2025  |  1.9068

Latest posts by simonajapyap.bsky.social on Bluesky

I'll treat this as a sign from above and watch what I can find

11.04.2025 12:56 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I don't want to do my basic chores, I don't care who will see the mess tomorrow, I just don't want to, I get sleepy after 10 minutes and probably that's motivation issue and not my health

11.04.2025 12:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Also, I waste a lot of time with this bus system and literally live in an area with no entertainment and overpriced taxis that don't want to go there. Also, the water is sometimes out and I hate going to bed without shower, and the drinking water arrives once a week.

10.04.2025 19:01 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

As for now, I really feel like living alone would make my life so much easier. I already cook for myself, buy stuff, I can pay the bills, but I need to clean for three people and two cats, and it my head I'm never criticized as strongly as out of it

10.04.2025 18:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Building a certain mentality and healthy habits around food is already pretty hard by itself, and when you have mental blocks and a negative body image, it should be way harder. I sometimes feel like I let people stay in trouble, but I know I also can't help

10.04.2025 09:56 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

There are many moots who don't want to interact with edbsky, but it's literally 4 people??? Who are just some young people with an eating disorder and they at least know it? I do not invite them on tg because I do calorie counting and can make meal photos, but they are pretty harmless

10.04.2025 09:56 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I have been learning English for almost my entire life, but the discover tab keeps bringing some discussions too American for me to understand, and I just sit and can't make out the context, only getting it's something about economics, new age, trust issues and businesses

09.04.2025 22:01 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Do I need one more degree? I don't think it will fix me internally

09.04.2025 12:24 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm so done. It feels like employers don't benefit themselves with hiring process. If you struggle, just find at least someone and give them a 3-day training, it would benefit you more then months of keeping a position vacant, like it doesn't help anyone

09.04.2025 09:57 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm very alive and connected, the truth has always been here, in the hands of overdressed musicians and shoujo manga authors.

08.04.2025 21:52 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Listening to X Japan because I gonna get to the roots

08.04.2025 08:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Sometimes I feel too normal for this websites, but actually I have done tons of work in a decade to break my thinking patterns and force myself to be present. But again, I'm not diagnosed with anything, I was just a pretty reserved kid

07.04.2025 20:03 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

Is there an Xdinary Heroes fandom here? I guess I can finally kick in with some Korean music

07.04.2025 19:24 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I will return to genshin in May if they really make something in Mondstadt

07.04.2025 19:20 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Yeah, it was pretty obvious

07.04.2025 19:16 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Pretty cooked but I'm willing to live because of a man in a leopard print outfit

07.04.2025 17:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Hii

07.04.2025 14:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

If I want some youtube, I have downloaded three concert videos 2-3 hours long, an overdone twilight analysis and exercise instructions. I think it should be enough.

06.04.2025 21:38 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I won't limit my music listening because I'm addicted, and getting around two addictions at the same time is too much

06.04.2025 21:37 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Youtube makes me a freak so I think I should change my consumption habits. I plan to watch only downloaded media (mostly series, since I can't buy or rent analog stuff anywhere unless it's second-hand, and read books, I have enough of them at home and libraries are big and free.

06.04.2025 21:37 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Oh...I have recognized him too late

06.04.2025 21:29 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Guys
What if...I avoid digital media for a month and will actually listen to my thoughts???
Will I survive?

05.04.2025 20:54 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm just curious, what's his full name? I'm currently watchinboys planet, and I can't understand if it's the same Jay

05.04.2025 17:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Also my love to Huahua was returned, I watched the recent concert videos, and first it looked like he was saving energy and wasn't as engaged in performance as before, but then some rearrangements arrived and he started running like crazy and just creaturing and having fun, so, it's the same person😊

05.04.2025 16:38 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

My legs feel pretty functional, and it's so nice!!! Like hell yeah I can walk somewhere 🤩🤩🤩

05.04.2025 16:35 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Ehhh
But people usually don't come out publicly, it's the stuff friends usually know (or subscribers if you are a blogger)

31.03.2025 15:56 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Hey, how do you figure out if someone is homophobic and transphobic? I went through a dating app and there were 3 good guys, but I feel like if it's a social norm then they may be homophobes and dislike my friends and I can't imagine dating someone who dislikes contrapoints as well

31.03.2025 14:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Hey

29.03.2025 16:03 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I want to be hugged and calmed down like an 8-year-old, and I can't give it to me. I feel like I only poorly substitute things that I actually need.

29.03.2025 15:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Maybe I should fix my sleeping schedule, but I'll probably end up hating the humanity because my every achievement that I can't achieve looks like something basic everyone has without much effort

29.03.2025 14:29 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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