This is in response to more than obvious time constraints:
-Discourse over almost anything is draining. I like to relax.
-I don’t measure a persons value on a partner badge. Odd decency metric…
-Content Creation doesn’t bypass bare minimum respect especially when I’m respectful.

Therapy has helped me prioritize myself better. Always been a heavy people pleaser.

As a full time working adult, I can only give so much to Twitch/Discord now 😂 I’m only $6 & a view to most, so my minimal free time is going where it’s actually valued/where I can thrive. 🫡✌🏼

Dawg. I’m just waiting for my goddaughter to get over me as she gets older. Called her mom as she was doing her hair before a game. They’re an hour away so it would be hard to go and I’ve never been asked.

Little one asked if I would go 😭 I can’t, but shit. I’ll never have kids so little wins. 🥹

Thankfully in the Twitch world I’m just a single account. Streamers go out of their way to create their ideal/safe space as they should. As a viewer however, I’m not staying where theres no entertainment especially if you’re fucking rude for no reason😂 Not a good day to annoy me

Darbathan 🫡 #AEWAllOut

As much as Im loving Silksong, Tsushima and Yotei are calling. I need to do Tsushima again. Now I need some themes to work around (and offload these beans)

So 7 years later Dave is basically refusing to acknowledge that this bet he made didn’t have anything to do with motivating AEWs existence, even a little? 😂

Has anyone ever just been in a twitch chat and block a chatter? The fact I’ve had to recently BLOCK just an average Twitch chatter because I don’t need negativity quite literally shoehorned into the content I consume when there’s nothing negative going on is insane to me.

The Catharsis that comes from stomping out Everdark Libra solo with only half decent builds on a few characters because you can’t get coordination out of your normal squad. 😮‍💨 #nightreign

Aahhhh. I was using the 1.5 merely for hypothetical in that latter half. Say they WERE and TBS/MAX combined for roughly that. Apologies. 🙏🏼

I am also your grumpy baby. The number churning, media sharing grumpy baby.

Apologies, making sure I read you correctly. Is it overall viewers Netflix vs TBS/Max even though I’ve not seen any Max numbers? Or more the fact you’re saying something like 1.5 million raw viewers for $500m should not be this close to $180 AEW dollar for dollar?

I like him as much as his cat disliked me. 🫶🏼

My average #eldenringnightreign #nightreign experience.

For personal IRL reasons where I wanna be a good pal, I was looking into making my own Fantasy Football League.

You cannot give me powers. I will make Head Coaches a draftable position. 😭 Don’t play with me.

I love that I’ve soundly sized up over the last few years the kind of people I want to associate with online, which would be people I would associate with offline, and it’s people like “JD” and more that I never would be seen dead with making it easier and easier for me. Just the first few words.

Normal 5 day work week:
-40+ work hours
-4+ hours driving
-6-8 hoursish sleep

Over 120 hrs, <40 hrs remain for cleaning, exercise, etc

Still, miserable/debbie downer people on twitch/discord question why folks like me aren’t drawn to them. Maybe not turn my ESCAPES NEGATIVE?😊 Wild thought, I know

This person be cool! Spread a word or commission them ya?
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Nowadays I see even more people have less than I do and me not embracing what I have as much. After dodging a bullet or more, it’s gratifying having a long nights sleep and not rush to do literally anything unless it’s necessary and start trying to immerse myself in what I do have. 😮‍💨🙏🏼

The seismic shift in my emotional intelligence in some aspects is insane. Used to be willing to kill to be in situations I see others in or overall seek validation when I really didn’t REALLY want either.

Interesting 😂 Today is technically my 5 year twitch affiliate anniversary, but I’ve cooled off so it’s whatever.

Whats WILD is this day of all days FB suggests the human I have no FB connection with as a friend that tried ruining all my Twitch friendships over lies and drama. Insane😂

Recent therapy hang kinda solidified the belief that it’s draining being around largely negative people or people who go out of their way to turn every experience/game/media negative when you’re trying to maintain some form of homeostasis. One of the reasons why I seriously cant do content creation😂

Today is the wake up call that I’ll never be allowed the peace I worked to have and that any energy I spend trying not to be introverted isn’t ACTUALLY valued. Every fucking time I set something up for myself it’s ruined because I can’t be allowed to have it. I’ve never been so done in my whole life

I’m too scared to know if these people are human

Yes but some of the things don’t make sense. Running across a whole map for a flask. Facetanking a field boss you’re underleveled for. Running off and not doing gank damage. The first level shouldn’t be a chore right now and I’ve only had one win in like 5 hours.

#nightreign matchmaking is some of the most painful stuff I’ve ever seen. People don’t know routing or anything. It’s kind of insane.

So, I love/hate Revenant on #NIGHTREIGN. Especially the thing where I need a remembrance win and matchmaking doesn’t work well with it and solo is rough for her.

The cathartic joy I felt throwing heat seeking light frisbees off all three of the doggos heads! Awww mannn 😤😮‍💨

a man in armor is holding a large axe in his hand ALT: a man in armor is holding a large axe in his hand

I’m kinda enamored with moving from Dex player to Tank bird in #Nightreign

Quick trash mob clear out? BIRDLAD
Distract your enemies? BIRDLAD
Puts enthusiasm into spear pokes? BIRDLAD
Big ass shield you don’t want? BIRDLAD
Huge Rez AOE or Invincibility AOE? BIRDLAD

B I R D L A D

We’re so Back. (I’m also not ACTUALLY like this, don’t worry) #eldenringnightreign #nightreign

Took advantage of having an American Express card, got my #AEWALLOUT ticket AND parking pass for roughly $104 USD 😌 EZ business long before the certified presale. Not a horrible seat either. 👌🏼