T-Kay

Maybe someday things will change. Maybe Trump will get the justice and the Hague he deserves, along with all his fascist goons. Maybe I will find a way to enjoy drawing.

But as it stands, I've lost everything I had and just don't have it in me to keep going.

I sincerely wish all of you well.

/end

So what I'm saying is I can't keep going like this. I can't keep seeing all the horrors happening in the world. I don't have the energy to keep fighting all this every day. And I can't keep struggling at something I will clearly never get better at, despite how much I wish I could.

8/

I had really hoped 2026 would've been different. That maybe... Just maybe this could have been the year I get better and learn to draw properly.

But I'm tired of the world. Of Trump's constant bullshit. Of fearing I'll lose my job because I work for a US school and any day they could shut down.

7/

The point of is that I'm tired of it all. The struggling. The failing. The inability to do even the simplest thing I see so many other artists do with such ease.

I've never been able to "sketch for fun" or "doodle something random". I've always had to struggle to draw anything at all.

/6

I love drawing. I love creating. I love sharing ideas with you all. I don't work as an artist, and don't do it out of necessity. I don't even make money on it.

And the fact that I just... can't... when I want to do nothing more is agonizing. And I've tried everything i could think of to fix me.

5/

I know there are people out there that say things about me that I "see-saw", or "do this every year", or some other way to downplay it or make it seem like it's just "one of T-Kay's moodswings".

But the fact is I'm always struggling with this. I just try really hard to keep it to myself.

4/

Not only did I continue to struggle drawing, it worsened. I would go weeks, months even, trying to get myself to draw only to get absolutely nothing done.

If you've ever had the experience of wanting to do something so badly but haven't being able to even manage it, you know that kind of agony.

3/

2025 was a hard year for me. I had finally returned to the internet after disappearing at the end of 2022 because of severe depression and feeling like a complete failure as an artist.

My goal was simple. Draw more, and become a better artist.

But that fell through pretty quickly for me.

2/

With what's happening in Minneapolis with ICE, Trump poised to use the Insurrection Act to gain more power, his desire to start a war to forcibly take Greenland, along with everything else he and his reich is doing, AI ruining the world, and everything else, I'll be honest: I've had enough.

1/

The left celebrated the death (NOT the murdering) of Charlie Kirk, a known bigot, racist, and transphobe, and the right called them pro violence.

ICE shoots an innocent woman 3 times in the head and the right DEFEND the shooter and call the murdered woman a domestic terrorist.

Fucking hypocrites.

"Everyone uses AI in their daily life" No I fucking don't actually.

2026 and I still have no clue how to even access chatGPT, never touched any Gen AI, never got into the stupid Ghibli pfp trend, and I scroll pass the AI Summary every time I google anything.

Bea lifting her shirt to show a heart

Bea bares her heart(?) to you (a warmup)

🧸🎨 #JingBearArt

I'm trying to get myself doing some regular sketching. While I do I figured why not ask what you all might want to see!

So what would you like to see me sketch? Be it ideas of my OCs, other characters, etc.

Simpler ideas have a better chance of being sketched but I'm open to anything.

“What radicalized you?” Bro I was told to treat people the way I would want to be treated in kindergarten and it made sense idk what else there is to say

I think we’re long past the point now that anyone can justify travelling to the US like it’s a normal functional country. Absolutely baffled by people still going there for holidays or conferences.

Feels like a good time for another reminder that the vast majority of us will never ever forgive you dogshit Trump voters (and *marginally* less idiotic non-voters) for any of this fucking shit. I hope you eventually regret what you're putting the world through.

The US has attacked a country, kidnapped its head of state, and is seizing its oil. Trump has invoked the Monroe Doctrine.

This is a moment for Canada to stand up: condemn this act of imperialism. Reject impunity and the politics of brute force.

Mexico has cojones.

Call your reps + please read the thread. Do it now, please.

Script.

Make sure you take some of the anger you’re feeling right now and use it to contact your officials to demand impeachment now.

It’s basically the least we can possibly do in opposition to this, which IMO makes it mandatory.

No matter what the fuck happened here the minimum demand here is that Trump needs to be immediately impeached and removed from office and everyone involved in this needs to be hauled in front of a tribunal

Moreover, ICE must be destroyed

Capitol switchboard
(202) 225-3121

Call your reps. Demand impeachment.

No illegal war in our names.

The Hague.

The Hague for all of them.

I actually forgot a few!

Hi, I'm prenatal umbilical cord strangulation

Hi, I'm one-month premature birth and underdeveloped lungs

Hi, I'm two severe newborn abdominal hernias

Also I'm very glad to hear that tumor was both benign and was able to be taken care of! That sounds rough!

Once again, maga and its supporters aren't just mean spirited bigots, they are evil. They are the definition of evil people doing evil things and supporting works of evil.
When they couldn't win a war on trans people or immigrants, they went after innocents in another country with fire and petulance

To offset my previous anger, I have this to say.

I will never stop supporting innocents. I will never stop speaking up for those being hurt and having their rights and lives violated.

I am and will always be a humanist and a vocal activist. I will do everything I can in my power and means to help.

This entire year of Trump has been one war crime, one violation of the constitution, one violation of human rights, and one criminal act after another. And I am fucking sick of it.

And what's more I'm sick of his fucked in the head followers who can't see past their own racist, uneducated asses.

But then when it comes totheir glorious Turd in Chief?

Trump slathered across the Epstein list and Esptein's best buddy? LAWFARE!

Trump STARTING WARS AND BOMBING INNOCENTS? What a peaceful president.

Every single one of these MAGA fuckers are Nazi scum and I will call them out every chance I get.

And the reason I call Daigo/TheStripedWurf out directly like this is because he is a prime example of the MAGA mindset.

A war starts between Ukraine and Russia with no US involvement? Blame Biden and his voters.

Biden kisses his grandkids on the top of the head like any old grandpa? He's a pedo!