I'm so desperate for something to do at this point. I'm tired of not having any work or some form of reliable income and it's not even solely out of a need for money anymore.
I'm just so empty.
@nessyzepp.bsky.social
Avid Modded Minecraft Player | VTuber on Twitch and YouTube creator | ๐MDNI | she/her transfem I make websites https://toolbox.hangarpage.com/
I'm so desperate for something to do at this point. I'm tired of not having any work or some form of reliable income and it's not even solely out of a need for money anymore.
I'm just so empty.
Thanks for the reply. It means more than you could know.
It sure is unique!
I can't say it exactly does anything for being relatable.
Oh and, of course. Plane Titty.
A close up waist-up image of Zepp Thunderbolt, a vtuber based on the P-47 Thunderbolt fighter plane.
I'm genuinely so tired at this point of trying to make posting on other platforms actually work & do literally anything so I guess I'm just throwing this here for whatever.
What comes to mind when you think about the fact that I'm a P-47 VTuber?
I need full honesty here, no sugarcoating!
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30.07.2025 05:45 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0yes
29.07.2025 19:14 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0weekly Graaah session????
29.07.2025 14:17 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0graaah
28.07.2025 14:34 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0my ragtag commission website for static webpages- Slowly trying to expand my offer.
toolbox.planepanel.org
My ko-fi page for donating directly without service-
ko-fi.com/zeppington
I feel bad asking for assistance- but I'm watching everything unraveling and trying to work hard to prevent it.
I have been desperately trying to take on any task I might be capable of solving for a price-
VCalendar briefly went down due to an inability to cover part of its infrastructure, but it is now back up in a smaller state.
I'm deeply sorry for this.
If you wish to assist- info below.
If you as a vtuber, artist, musician or just as a person needed a website for any purpose and couldn't do it yourself for whatever personal, practical or other reason.
Do services like Carrd feel sufficient for this?
Are there things you feel like Carrd lacks?
What price would you put on that?
dumb stupid commission website or something-
toolbox.planepanel.org
my discord will be there at the bottom!!!!!!!
this is my first time doing much of anything like this so please be gentle ๐
If you've recently seen my VCalendar Project & would like to help me maintain & support it long-term, I've worked hard to be able to open commissions-
>basic sites
>basic discord bots
>static sites hosted & monitored free
>$80 minimum fee
>domains below or $15/year included
More info in replies!
Heya! We're live again on payday 2!
Come join us as we attempt to beat every loudable heist available to us on death sentence...?
help.
www.twitch.tv/zeppthunderb...
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20.07.2025 02:43 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0The text "A heist of a good time featuring florida enby" infront of Zepp on the right with the Payday two menu screen in the background.
I'm gonna be streaming at 7 PM Central European
That's 1 PM for you east coasters!
I'll be joined by a friend in our operations!
That's also REALLY soon.
Link in replies!
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19.07.2025 10:42 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Emerging login issues with VCalendar should be solved as of this post.
18.07.2025 13:41 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Heya! If your vcalendar looks a little different, you'd be right!
I've just gone ahead and pushed an update that primarily focuses on further improving performance & consistency.
Wanna plan your events, collabs & etc while comparing availability?
Try it out, you just need discord!
vcalendar.me
Just understand that every dollar counts and helps me to keep this service available to everyone. I'll be around, just please don't expect me to respond as swiftly as I have been.
17.07.2025 06:26 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I am immensely thankful to all who have donated in months prior with what they can and are willing to give. Only donate what you are wanting to, willing to and what you can for I obligate no one to do so.
17.07.2025 06:26 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0This constantly toe-ing around costs is causing me a lot of burden that will affect how often I can respond to things.
These projects are the only income that I earn myself, and so far I have done everything I can to front costs to prevent it affecting the end user.
While my basic needs are met and I fear no loss of housing, As embarrassed as I feel saying this, I need to remind people that these projects cost a lot of money to develop, to maintain & to expand where necessary.
17.07.2025 06:26 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I'm going to keep this short, because I don't want this to become a musical with the world's smallest violin. Doing projects, tinkering and working since I was a teenager to try and create something meaningful is something I can no longer deny has taken its toll on me mentally & physically.
17.07.2025 06:26 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0My Ko-Fi
ko-fi.com/zeppington
Donations towards my page will be used to help support the longevity & scale of my current running projects while also ensuring that I myself can ensure these projects stay alive during slightly tougher times of my bank account.
Your support keeps it available to all.
Given the positive reaction of VCalendar's Open Alpha, I will remind that I'm open to suggestions & more
Additionally, if you'd like to support me which ensures this project & others stay alive & accessible, my ko-fi link is in replies. Please donate only what you can & wish to, no obligation
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Of note, everyone:
This link WILL ask for permission to access your email for permissions. Standard stuff, but be aware. We're trusting this won't be used improperly.
Also, the alpha state is rudimentary and without full options or implementations (like a 2025-07-15 or UTC-5 selection). Patience.
I did it, I opened the flood gates to VCalendar's open alpha.
Will this run rampant? Will it take time? I don't know.
But if you're asking me what I'm willing to do to fix issues, to ensure availability & access?
It's pretty shrimple I'd say.
VCalendar Link
Just login with discord!
vcalendar.me
For any questions, issues or bug reports you are free to DM me personally, reply to me or etc based on what you find appropriate & convenient.
I pray these servers can take a wave of curious vtubers!
VTubers! I present VCalendar, Open Alpha
Select your timezone, start a session & start comparing against friends for when you're all around to stream, collab or do something!
Do alert me of issues, and perhaps let your friends know.
Link in replies.