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new bumper sticker for your wretched vehicles

cruelty brought thee orchids

happy pride month btw

Digital study of a pic of Toshiya from the band Dir En Grey

Toshiya digital study for fun !!!

#art #DirEnGrey #Toshiya #v系

I just want to chill and write fanfic but I’m obsessing over twitter like a freak… I just want to be creative!!!

Brought Kyo out for some 推し活 time but was thwarted by a rain cloud opening up overhead. The park in my town is so good for pictures though.

I’m not a bot I promise!! I didn’t expect so much traction on my last post!

I really want to commission art of my favorite D&D character/BG3 Tav because as fine as I can draw I just want to see someone else’s interpretation of him… my love for D&D has definitely evolved from making an abundance of OCs as a kid

Taking an open air bath the morning after Christmas while it’s pattering rain right outside the covering is such a good start to the day. I’m so glad I took this chance to relax.

And even then I can get too comfortable and slip and be considered weird or rude or off-putting. People who go through life not caring about those things… I can’t say I’m jealous, but some other third thing I don’t know how to describe.

Absolutely hate when people don’t follow rules. Sometimes I understand, but when it becomes a burden on others, I just get so irrationally mad. I think it’s because I have to think about myself and what I’m doing 24/7 so I don’t come off as weird or rude or off-putting to the point that it’s tiring.

Doing research for my historical vampire novel makes me think I should try to play Pentiment again… because Catholicism plays a a huge role in my novel, it has to.

Luckily everyone I follow has similar opinions, but it’s just so sad to see writing and art and creativity being so devalued by AI when those things are some of the only things left that are innately human (to me at least).

Just dumped all my thoughts on the state of art and AI on my mom because it had to come out. It’s a lot of thoughts but it boils down to the fact that I wish that art was more appreciated than it is, and that people would value creativity again.