Royal 🖤

'Shut up Soap' is one of my favorite tropes in this fandom, and I love how many different ways it's been used to hurt him (that doesn't sound sadistic whatsoever...)

need a fic where instead of Soap being the one who gets hurt, someone else on the team does, and not only does Johnny blame himself +

Listen. I just wanna take a couple of supremely damaged men, stick them in a room together, and study them under a microscope– is that really too much to ask???

so. I think I started to shift back to fixating on Marvel
but then stalled halfway through.

which means I'm split between wanting everything CoD and wanting everything Marvel, and if this keeps up I'm gonna end up with another AU I'll never finish.

heck.

Same!!! It's such a funky little quirk xD

Another one for me is when someone says something that's similar to song lyrics and I'm immediately singing/quoting that song. I had a roommate who was /really/ annoyed by that lol

YES YOU GET IT

I raise you “please, the only way I feel safe and close to someone is touch” x “touch sends me into an immediate panic if it’s not directly verbally communicated and I consent to it”

adhd soap with echolalia when?

I can see soap w/ echolalia resulting in gaz w/ shenanigans.

he figures out he can hum part of a song and soap finishes it.
or he'll whistle a tune that soap then copies.

Gaz's absolute favourite is when he'll say something and Soap will +

no wait this is more accurate

I don't get into het ships much, but I'm having lots of soft #FarAlex thoughts.

Just Alex being so entirely smitten and devoted.

I like to think that he didn't even know her for five whole minutes yet already felt like she was someone he knew he could fall in love with- that he /wanted/ to. +

"I give physical affection to everyone who'll let me but God I want (need) to be held" Touch-starved x "I can't even remember the last time someone touched me, skin on skin feels like a white hot brand" Touch-starved #ghoap

I'm actually in the mood to doodle and I'd like to play around with drawing some funky critters :D
I can't choose tho, so I'm requesting suggestions from the void

[specifically didelphids (possum family), Herpestids (mongoose family), mustelids (badger/weasel family), & procyonids (raccoon family)]

Yeah, you get it. 😭

Which got me thinking about how a sapio-sentient being would feel if they /knew/ that they're the very last of the species.

There's no hope for repopulation. Just millenia of a species' evolution abruptly ending when the last one dies. GAH. Hyperempathy has me brrrrrrr

Happy to share, misery loves company 🙃

My very first thought after reading it was like "holy shit, how fucking /lonely/" and I had to distract myself before I got existential about it 😅

(Because like... obviously they can know they're alone but it's not like they're aware they're the /last/.)

TIL that the last known member/s of a species or subspecies are called endlings. I don't know what I'm meant to do with this information, but it feels significant; also I've made myself very sad.

Wikipedia has a small list of notable endlings from the last few centuries.

Fascinating. Devastating.

Everyone needs a bestie like Soap!

#soapgaz #pricegaz #sfw

#GhostSoap #CodMW #Mpreg #TransGhost

Ghost who isn’t good at being aware at changes in his body. He’s always achy, something always feels off, and he’s too damn busy to do anything other than take a painkiller and keep working.

When he starts feeling a bit off, he just starts drinking tea-

Desperate sub top Soap x Dom bottom Ghost who's having too much fun edging him

a close up of a woman 's face with the words `` i did n't see that coming '' written below her . ALT: a close up of a woman 's face with the words `` i did n't see that coming '' written below her .

Me: awww this is cu–

Alex survives but is taken captive; he's aware that the west has worked cooperatively with the ULF before, but he can't blow his cover, even for /known/ allies.

Farah's bullshit radar immediately pings him as odd, but she can't place exactly /why/

something something slowest of burns, yeah :3

so Farah's already leading the ULF, but Al-Quatala hasn't been formed by Sulaman yet

Alex is sent with a group to Urzikstan as part of the occupation, being stationed at one of the Russians' prisons there. Something something, the ULF attack to free the prisoners, +

so I'm thinking it's maybe not his first mission undercover, but it's the first seriously /deep/ cover
he's trained for this and he's competent, knows what he's doing; he's able to blend in well, seems to be just another Russian merc

say this is around 2011 +

This post inspired by Smile by Uncle Kracker. Because I heard it on the radio & thought of them

🎶 Don't know how I live without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes 🎶

I'm feeling sappy today idk

Not exactly love at first sight, but recognizing that potential.

Also love thinking about AUs where they meet some other way. Prior to the ULF, Alex was CIA (SAC i.e. clandestine & covert ops specialized). I mean. Spy romance??? PLS

Anyway, I'm taking Farah/Alex recs if anyone's willing to share 👀

I don't get into het ships much, but I'm having lots of soft #FarAlex thoughts.

Just Alex being so entirely smitten and devoted.

I like to think that he didn't even know her for five whole minutes yet already felt like she was someone he knew he could fall in love with- that he /wanted/ to. +

Watched all of Heated Rivalry last night.
Goddamn.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do with myself now.

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what's this? more moodboards no one asked for???
because why focus on /writing/ my stories when I can just /fantasize/ about them instead

both are side-stories that take place during the 6 years that separate the two main stories of my #09Ghoap Lost & Found series [the homewrecker 'verse]

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