It sucks not being able to help people you love :( 💔
A bitch in their early 20s could never make me feel weird about aging. When you do turn 30, you’re going to be wishing, praying, hoping that your chosen family all makes it to 30 too
I’m trying so desperately to not like have an actual fit of anger I’m just staring at my phone like this
Holiday blues kicking my ass today — it’s such a weird time being home alone away from family, too emotionally drained to be with friends, and not wanting to see many people but feeling lonely all at the same time.
I need a drink. 🥴
No one’s fun anymore. What ever happened to fun? God. I’m so bored I could die.
May have to find a new job because even though there’s no gender neutral restrooms in my building and I’ve had a WFH accommodation for more than a year — suddenly no one can locate the paperwork and there’s a mandatory 5-day RTO about to happen
How have I been awake since 5am
So hot and sexy — please DM I’d love to make you my sugar baby xxoo ✨
Another thing I made this year. Pigeon history!
Date night was so fun — I’m at work like this thinking of it
Getting ready to go out with bruises all over after being at a pageant all night helping a contestant on concrete floors
I’m exhausted — and a bit anxious because intrusive thoughts are being intrusive af today
Having an extremely bad day at work because people think that being soft spoken means I’ll allow disrespect and I’m about at my wits end with feeling trampled on >:(
I love her. :)
Still obsessed with Belphegor’s design from the last Helluva Boss episode omg
I regret to inform the general populace my anxiety won the fight today
Actually THIS is me today
Very much me today
Like understanding the difference between “my intuition is telling me something is off” and “my brain is trying to get me to see negative things where there are none” has been a hell of a journey.
Gotta love ~emotional trauma~ responses.
One of the most difficult things to do as someone who recently started putting themselves out there for dating is that my own insecurities and paranoia can be destructive to good things and actively overriding them even when your brain actively tells you things are wrong for no reason.
I survived the cold I’ve been fighting off — unfortunately so did my beard. 😪
I looked so cute on Saturday :3 🖤
Ahhhhhhh the Christmas all of the gifts I got the boy are shipping this week and I’m so excited to give them to him :’)
Shout out to @porterillustration.bsky.social for the quick shipping :D just in time for me to wrap them and get them to him early
Started watching a streamer to get better at a video game he plays and I am incredibly embarrassed to realize I now mainly watch him bc I have a bit of a crush. This must be what it feels like losing at chess to a dog
Apparently you can knit a hat for a chicken. 🧶 #knit
Someone got me sick and we had to cancel date night and I’m gonna jump from a bridge
