lore ✨🐦‍⬛✨

maybe i’ve just had one cocktail and am feeling grateful and a bit mushy after a good day. ANYWAYS off to make my moms pimento cheese with her very specific brand of sharp white cheddar

texted my mom for an ingredient list for a recipe i love and instead i got a phone call with verbal step by step instructions. yes, i took notes, and yes, not a single exact measurement was used. this is fully the way a recipe should be passed on, imo.

and YES, this made my entire day

picked up acnh with a renewed passion this week and have done so much work on my island! its so cute! i love this game

waking up on a friday with the knowledge that there’s no dnd tomorrow… crushing

that’s what i get for starting my movie watching in the afternoon to

watched two movies today and when the second one finished it was dark outside and i genuinely thought it was time for bed.

nope. it was six thirty five.

i had another dream where i built a dnd character from scratch. don’t remember anything about the dnd character tho :/

had a dream last night where i inexplicably inherited a massive used bookstore

anyone wanna help me make this dream come true by giving me a used bookstore to manage? or….

fwiw i am fine and chill and things are good and dandy but WHEE my brain chemicals are all over the place

had the most exhausting rollercoaster of a day emotionally (two lil panic attacks, hey!) and laid down flat on my couch and stared at the ceiling for so long i thought it was 7pm (it was 5pm) 😅

aabria iyengar…….. that’s it that’s the tweet

didn’t think my music taste would take a sharp left turn into a hyperpop obsession this week, but the inner machinations of my mind are an enigma even to myself. i’m just following the whims. 💚

new dnd blorbo (for a campaign with quite literally no start date) has very much possessed my brain and being. i adore them. went to sleep woke up thinking of them. may just descend into madness like they have. they’re just a freaky and freaked out little guy.

nonbinary person in a teal cardigan takes a mirror selfie with a wink and finger hearts

natural 20 on a twenty sided die

silver tabby and black cat cuddling

cocktail in a copper mug with dried lime garnish

i had a birthday! i left the day feeling happy, thought of, considered, and seen. more than i can say about many recent birthdays; they really do get better as you get older. also i rolled like maybe two or three nat20s so i take that as a good omen as i reach the end of that decade ☺️💙

the memory foam was so warm and i slept so hot, i’ve been under a quilt years even tho i loved sleeping under layers and layers. i got to pull out a down comforter i have barely used and i sleep under it now. this is the best ever.

i got a new mattress for an early birthday gift, where i’m sleeping on a true mattress instead of a block of pure memory foam, and let me tell you. i haven’t slept this good in fucking years. i used to wake up 4+ times in the night and now i maybe wake up once.

i haven’t done a lot of writing lately but did knock out about 3k of prose (my dnd character processing emotions) in the last couple days. and it’s not my best work but it just feels good to be exercising that creative muscle again. 😌

EVERY. DAY. 😩😭

going thru dnd withdrawals today 😩💔🥀

i actually need it to be thursday so fucking bad 🤪 the only thing keeping me going this week lowkey

a table with a stack of books and a few coffee cups. visible books included thornehedge by t. kingfisher and by heart by hailee catalano

cans of water called “Portland water” with the design of the portland airport carpet on the cans

graphic style rose painting with the saying “portland is what we make it”

bumper stickers reading “fueled by sleep token and smut” and “dead inside” parodying the intel logo

a day in downtown portland ✌️❤️🌹

went to homegoods today.
said i wasn’t going to get any mugs.
left with three.

it’s been like thirteen years and i still have a ridiculous crush on roy mustang from fmab

part two

the tension between me wanting to order a banh mi bc i’ve had a bad day and deserve it, versus trying to be responsible with my money the week before payday 😭

overbaked my muffins 💔 they’re dry as fuck 🥀 couldn’t focus on naruto for more than a couple episodes 💔 going to bed early and kind of in a bad mood lmao 🥀

my wonderful and amazing FRIEND may have as many as they would like, i have plenty extra 😌 i will teleport there posthaste

and i play dnd saturday like??? life could literally be a dream

it’s the end of my work week and i have pumpkin muffins in the oven and im going to watch naruto until i go to bed so honestly it doesn’t really get better than this

gnawing on the walls we are so close and yet so far LET ME ROLEPLAY WITH MY FRIENDS THX

anyways i thought about my ranger getting a haircut last night