First two guys it was at least novel and confusing enough to be funny but third time I'm just mad about it. I know it's normal (or common I guess) but for fuck's sake I literally cannot make anything happen without a When and Where locked down. God dammit.
Cancelled with the guy I would have theoretically seen today because he wouldn't confirm plans and like? I can't fucking make plans with you if you won't make plans. That's how it fucking works?!!?!!?
I know yall like to jerk off to trans people but I really need to see some real allyship. People are not paying attention to whatβs happening to the trans community you need to educate your circles on these bills. They are going to keep happening and the silence from most of you is deafening
Very fun to put the fact that you're trans all over your app profiles to try and idiot-proof and then still have to explain to somebody one-on-one that you are, in fact, trans, on account of being trans, and then they get mad, because you're trans.
I know why people on the apps want to do car play because shit happens and not everyone lives independently (I certainly don't) but WHY. I got a tiny car and I fuck bears!
Now I can't host either, true, but baby I can DRIVE
Grindr making me sit through an ad for Apretude (which I already have in me) to see who tapped me and the guy was a fucking chaser, who I do NOT want to have in me. Rude!
If I have to get back on FetLife I s2g
I s2f I get pregnancy-tested more than I have opportunities to even get pregnant. Even if I was somehow getting creampied every single day. Which...would be nice.
I was referred to as "she" at the little gay clinic. Woe. Woe upon me.
PREP ACQUIRED WHEEEE
Apretude, so it should start keeping everything safe by the end of the week, I'm so hype.
Why did someone follow me who is illegally selling OZEMPIC?!???! Bitch! I am a fat man who wants to be railed by other fat men, get that garbage away from me!
Going on PrEP today wheeeee
I went to the leather bar in July to go celebrate incredible gay sex and the bartender ma'amed me and I was like ?????? Absolutely wild to me.
I've pulled such incredible tops who absolutely did not question me being a dude that I forget I Do Not Fucking Pass.
Finally have a handle on the atrophy well enough to take my testosterone again and I have like none left?! π I think I have a doctor's appointment in March or April or smth so I'll bring it up then I guess but πππ
Deleted any photos I've posted because I am taking a break from here until my atrophy is manageable and I can justify getting back on testosterone again.
Oh we've sunken into sex repulsion territory to the point the smell of my own (men's) body wash annoys me. Bro.
Took a break from testosterone because the atrophy is kicking my ass so much and my sex drive went right out the window, jeez. Man smell makes me gag. Hate this for me but I can't exactly sleep around if my body can't handle it and atrophy affects a lot more than just sexual function anyway.
Atrophy go away so I can get my little bitch hole plowed PLEASE
Alas atrophy is wrecking my poor stupid hole everything kinda hurt even when it was amazing
Sex is hilarious honestly. Was jerking off with my fuckbuddy's dick in my mouth and sounding like a wounded animal? Total crowd pleaser. Absolutely absurd. Also he grabbed my head and shoved his dick deeper in my mouth while I was cumming and holy SHIT that was HOT.
Apparently I'm whatever flavor of subby where I tell myself "get out of bed, you fat bitch" and I go π. At myself.
Atrophy π«©
Egotistical as fuck to assume I'd be flattered by that attention.
Demoralizing to log in and see someone with transphobic slurs in their bio blowing up my notifications.
Sometimes I feel a bit of shame and embarrassment for being a trans man with a breeding kink but then I see how cis dudes go wild about it when fucking amongst themselves and I realize I'm actually not weird. People who get on my case about it are the ones being weird
As the guy who usually ends up in Noah's spot I feel qualified to say it's allowed and ENCOURAGED. Perhaps even mandatory.
Like I'm not even annoyed about the rejection, or change of mind, or plans falling through, because the first two are people's right to do and the third is just something that happens. I am very specifically annoyed at how it's somehow the When And Where question that triggers it.