kangel 🩷

MY ASS IS SO EMBARRASSED

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i'm fine gang trust

i still have scabs from when I cut myself over you hating me last time

why am i such a burden

I might cut again

why is nothing I say important to you why don't you ever believe me

I want to die so badly

it is, actually!

im so tired

thank you so much. 🫂

2hat am i doing wrong im doing everything I can to keep your interest

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

i feel so powerless and afraid all the time

i want to hurt myself

"nothing will change if i stop interacting with you trust." YOU'RE SO FUCKING WRONG INTERACTING WITH YOU IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY. EVERY SINGLE DAY. I GET SO EXCITED WHEN WE ARE ABLE TO TALK AND HANG OUT EVEN IF WE DONT DO MUCH ELSE BUT CHAT

i just want friends who won't leave me the moment i get boring.

i mean nothing. i hate that all i do is burden those who are forced to call me their friend

i'm so close to digging my claws into my legs and scraping away skin until i feel something again

i feel so dizzy and weak. so pathetic.

ive relapsed self harm wise more times this month than in my entire life. i just want to be a good friend, i don't know what im doing wrong. i fucking hate myself. i destroy everything i touch

im so scared of losing people. everyone always leaves me and i don't want them to leave me to they mean the world to me.

i feel so sick and tired. i try so hard and do everything. i love my best friend platonic so much but every few days now something has happened that's left me crying for hours. it's not their fault, it really isn't. i just wish i knew how to be a better friend and it's tearing me up inside

im coming here to vent because none of my mutuals follow me here. it's not what i normally post here, but i need to get it off my chest. i know im literally screaming into the void bur its better than sitting and rotting. no one im comfortable venting to is online right now anyway.

oh ew i found an actual pedophile when looking for accounts to add to my list.

IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH SEXUALIZING CHILDREN IN ANY MEDIA, DO NOT INTERACT. I should not need to ask you more than two times to stop interacting with me.

you are no longer a part of the list. please do not interact with me, this is the third time i have asked you this.

this is exactly why my main account is not linked to this one. i don't want people like this trying to interact with me or any of my friends.

when i say " proshippers, loli / lolicon, shots / shotacon dni ", it includes the people who see nothing wrong with the things that those people like. "eell, i don't call myself a-" shut up. dni means dni. if you don't mind sexualized children and adults screwing kids, get off my page.