sage 🐛

01.03

655/600 😕

(day 7)

01.02

640(net)/700
(day 3)

i’m doing these out of order since the ppl in my life just loveeee to have random outings lol

01.01

790(net)/900

i’m gonna try very hard to stick to these 4 (net) for January. I’ll have 1-2 reset day(s) in between each to help prevent any binges.

fuck it i’m locking in idc idc idc under 800cal 2mad MAX liquid fasting and intermittent fasting IDC IDC IDC

ohhhh myyyyyy

he’s NOT good at explaining himself at all. so i’m giving myself some time to calm down before i talk to him and figure out what really happened cause there’s no way he just “forgot” (at least im hoping there’s an explanation)

my friends are sick of me i know they are

you literally work at a retail store like 🙂💔

like i literally went with you to look for gifts for your friends and you couldn’t pick me up a little plush or smth 🥲

bf js told me he didn’t get me anything for christmas ..

took it, 30 min later not feeling anything but yk it hasn’t been long

debating on if i should take this eddie or not… im 30mg in and its only 10..

i am in a horrible binge cycle

i ended up vomming but oh well

i have a (late) friendsgiving this weekend so i’m gonna try to liquid fast/omad until then 😁🤞🏽

i have to make my december lock in

i need to make an academic comeback right now actually

sometimes you js gotta gts with a heavy heart i guess

right like especially cause he KNOWS (or at least has VERY strong suspicions about me)

i used to do 100+hr liquid fasts what happened to me 💔

AND THEN HE TELLS ME HE HASNT EATEN ALL DAY ITS 7:30 PM WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT

does anyone else feel an overwhelming sense of rage when someone says “thank you for eating”. idk why i know they mean well it’s just- it makes me feel like i shouldn’t have ?? idk

feeling a binge today unfortunately

mmm should i buy a diet soda

we also went over mental health and that was somehow worse to sit through 😔

outdated information 💔

we’re talking about eds and yall i cannot

nope 😛