Finn 🦕

I realized this when I was like "why did I make him eat french fries three times? Oh duh"

Ok so it turns out even when I don't write a character as having POTS, they have POTS. Please know that every single mage in my little universe has POTS. I actually DO make the rules.

Bad news is I still haven't been able to find the brain power to return to my novel wip. Good news is today for some reason the smutty novelette wip struck me and I started a draft 2 basically from scratch and got 5k words out today. We are so back baby

I know a lot of people are boycotting Amazon, which is great, but it's hurting a lot of trans authors.

Trans authors: Drop links to your NON-AMAZON book listings/storefronts.

Cis people: Repost, boost, and, importantly, buy. Part of boycotting an evil corporation is supporting the alternatives.

I did realize recently what I have written tho. I'm not saying if you have POTS you should get a vampire boyfriend to be your medical alert dog, but I am saying he's very effective.

Sometimes writing a book is like well this is an important scene pivotal to their romance. What did he do? Oh he found a chair for his partner with pots before he even asked. Yes this is the height of romance. Trust me.

And what if I said we as a culture should write more tops and doms who need aftercare? And what if I just became the change I wish to see in the world?

Me, the author, when my characters are like that: why are they like that

I'm the most transparent person alive. I wake up in pain. I walk over to my pc and write 2k and it ends up being MC yelling about running out of time and ability in his body. Huh wonder what's that about. Closes document.

I'm basically a zoo animal that needs enrichment is what I'm saying. Check if you are too.

The world is very weird and so I am very weird. Today I woke up and decided I should tie my shoes leading with the other hand. It took two tries but I did it. And then I felt a sense of accomplishment. So at least I have that.

A wolf with an anguished expression is covered in viscous black oil - a blush eclipse framing it's exposed snarl. #Stasanie

I'm currently struggling with getting my autoimmune disease under control, so it feels like an appropriate time to share this vent piece I made during the last time I had a bad flare up.

I love when you want to read but you also can't but also don't want to, and you have nothing to read but also an endless tbr and nothing sounds good but there's also a lot of great choices, and you're too tired to read but also too tired to do anything besides read so you just. Don't read.

“How do you write so much?”

Simple! If I do not participate in the acts of creation I will explode

Thinking about gay vampires tonight.

I am looking disrespectfully

This is my last 24 hours tho
Books: are very good
Me: wow I can also write books. *blacks out and writes 8k words in one day which is not much for some but more than I've ever done at once*

Bro I hate when things have direct and obvious benefits. What do you MEAN the same day I read two novellas I also wrote the most in one sitting have in months and stopped my week long block. Brain could you be a little more subtle.

Yeah a REALLY good job actually. Kinda made me lose it at work listening to him!!!!! (No spoilers, especially his first night there. Sorry I cannot spell the city name bc I only listen haha?)

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Public libraries are cool and badass

So strange and stubborn endurance is making me feel a LOT of things. And I have been listening to it at work so that's, well there was some unexpected tears.

See the problem is there are two paths. In the first, my book becomes horrible toxic yaoi and you probably will want to rescue them both at the end. In the other they are cute and good for each other. Both are extremely enticing...

I feel so crazy I've never loved a character of mine so much. It's weird that sage is the only one who knows who they are!! I need to write more!!!!!!

Wake up. Cry about own characters. Go to work. Repeat

I'm trying to give myself permission to write badly and apparently I took that advice in the form of shooting out of bed at 630 am and writing a really long prelude to a sex scene. It's bad. But! There are good ideas and I'm glad I did it, which is why we're working on the permission!

New water bottle sticker is really hitting honestly

Also I'm about to post another review. What's this, me actually reading books again? Apparently it's likely.

...I'm over here now hello