Ryley/Beau 🐉

also excited to say im gonna be up in the PNW for two weeks after the 3rd of feb! come say hi if i know you!

did not expect to have over a foot of snow over what they said would be 2-3 inches outside my house today but ill take what i can get

once a year i always get identity crises with sonas because i think of something that might be better and i want to just. stick with something but what if i had this character who actually reminds me of ME fundamentally ig

it happened with like the last four dragon sonas ive had

really trying think of ways to represent my real self into my sona other than the fact im middle eastern and have the most thick & frizzly hair ever i gotta brainstorm some more

rare truesona sketch

floating the idea of opening simple 1 hour headshot sketch com/ms so i eat more than once every other day while i job hunt. but this is an if and i dont think i could manage anything more than like 2-3 at a time even with adderall because of the sheer amount of time it takes me draw

cool enby wolf i made with cooler(?) axe because i didnt want to do the sparkle on jerma pose again

cool enby wolf i made with cooler(?) axe because i didnt want to do the sparkle on jerma pose again

Walked out of my job yesterday. Didnt think itd ever get to that point but im thankful I did it, my health both mentally and physically was being drained by that job >.>

Cuddle fluffs
For @beauba.bsky.social and @fluffdragon.bsky.social

Trying my absolute hardest to get out of my current job and work somewhere else doing something like what I do now. My time gets eaten up by pure nonsense here >.>

It's why I've been so silent, I'm just wholeheartedly consumed by my job rn ;;

FOR BEAU!!!

420

Very unfortunate that this one came to pass

mutuals! i wanna do more of these! share your sonas and i may (or may not! no promises) do one :3

It's such a big bummer that almost everyone who I once knew in NC has now moved out of NC lmao

And now I must remain 😔

People in long distance for a long period of time are stronger than me I Think. I crave being with my friends

warmup i did for @/raendragon.bsky.social the other day! surprised i managed to get this out in under an hour!

i love drawing again. i yearn for more time to pencil sketch a bunch of nonsense

Stuck at the shop for the next like four hours ... Need some form of entertainment I think ...

No matter how much I work, or what I may buy as "little treats" just isn't making me happy. I think I'm just unhappy as a whole with everything

Yearning to not be sentenced to 60 Hour Work Weeks
I want to be home and draw and play peak with my friends ...

She is Forming ...

honestly, iunno how legal it is up there, but d9 thc (there's a certain pack of "sleeptime aid") helped a LOT with this kinda stuff, but keep it in very very mild moderation. melatonin always gives me lucid nightmares so i tried that and it just. made me stop overthinking around bedtime. its nice

Shout-out the people who actively confused the art I did of my sona on wplace with Asriel and have messaged me "wow sick Asriel"

LRT I love my beautiful fursona she makes me happy ....

Sketch page for the ever fluffy @beauba.bsky.social ✨💜

I never talk about this stuff but honestly I should. I want people to see my actual personality a bit but also this stupid ass website puts posts out to unintended audiences and it sucks ass

I am now on a schedule where I basically have to abandon all of my hobbies and have nothing to work on in life except my stupid ass job for 6-7 days a week 10-12 hours every day where I am on the verge of crashing out at some of the people I work with every single day

The moneys not worth it

I think the genuine love I used to have for DND is pretty much dead in the water