Delmare |MDNI|VENTING|

I won't but...

I think I should just kill myself.

👁️👄👁️ I think sometimes it is good to log off instead of writing a 120 page doc but that's just me.

Like... 👁️👄👁️

When a huge doc is dropped about people in a fandom you're in and you do not give a fuck about any of these people because people on both sides of this are toxic and shitty and weird.

it makes me laugh 💔

👁️👄👁️ This is bad because I'm significantly older than you both. If you say it to me tho I just laugh. It's so bad.

I am truly unpunishable and the only thing you can really do is cuddle me and let me say sorry.

Any "punishment" is just catharsis for you and fun for me.

God I need to be brat tamed. I'm not even a rude brat. I'm just stupid.

I'm difficult to punish because everything makes me horny. 🤒🤧

Don't punish me or I'll cum.

Always. 😘

Thank you for letting me have an opinion even though we're in an evil hater clique where dissent is punished via death pentalty. 🥺🥺🥺

My thoughts are: it's definitely not that deep but it's also not anything I'm gonna criticize overtly either because it's just... set dressing.

I would never deny someone the right to hate though.

🥺

Are you adopting 30 year olds?

"Oh, my dear darling fags" is gonna stick with me for a while.

This has been my pfp for...ages, and I keep forgetting to actually post it here, damnit.

Urgh, they're such boyfriends.

#thebandghost #alphaghoul #ifritghoul #namelessghouls #ocsky #art #artsky #monsterboys

Gas discomfort is hell, okay?

I don't mean this in a kink way but do you ever have to fart so bad but can't and you just wish there was a plunger for your asshole to get the gas moving or something?

Yeah, that's what the G and I stand for in LGBTQI+

Lesbian, Gastrointestinal, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, Issues, +

White gays in their 40s are just as cringe.

I think gastrointestinal issues make you queer.

At some point I'm gonna delete it all. I just wanna preserve some of the art first just in case she notices and asks for it.

It's really disappointing. Especially knowing that she moved this much younger person into her home.

Yeah they're both adults but I don't think someone in their 30s has any business dating anyone so young.

I thought she was better than that.

It just bothers the fuck out of me. That's such a weird age gap.

32 and 40? That's fine. Both people have fully developed brains and ample life experience.

22 and 30? Weird as fuck. That's not okay.

That's your child who you carried for nine months. Of course you'd drice 100 miles for it.

I think the biggest thing for me is the intimacy aspect. The personal aspect of it.

Mixed with the fact that she's now 30 dating a 22 year old, and so I want to just leave that relationship in the past.

I just wasn't comfortable keeping all of that out there.

For a multitude of reasons.

I finally revoked my ex's access to our old shared RPs and stuff.

Can move on now.

I wanna know what post this was on so bad.

Regardless of whether it's true though, he's enabling Jimmy to continue the abuse by giving him support. So he is at the very least complicit.

God I have so many questions for this person.

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