erazorhead

I really crave for a fall, an intentional termination, a suicide of some forms. After the fall, it is just pure emptiness awaits me. No purpose, like a new-born, I can completely lose myself in stochastic streams of consciousness till I chose to devote myself to this fabricated meaning of life again

somethings in the back of my head is driving me crazy. the fact i have to be somewhere on a SCHEDULE is so cruel and inhuman. I lost all my autonomy and free will to google calendar, fabricated appointments and "meetings". I just wanna sit down on the grass at the cross road and sing a random song.

Is this an era where we still deserve good things good product that doesn't treat us like idiots? after using twitter i totally lose my hope in mankind

as a grown ass adult woman, my biggest happiness in life is that i am financially independent enough to buy anything that i want on Jellycat
(also why is this little pic bag charm sold out?!??! i need it🫠)

"don't mention the artist you are trying to copy, but do mentioned it so we can come up with some description to still help you copy it"

OpenAI: tell me what want without telling what you actually want (but if you want make it ghibli i will still do it for you just in a way that will avoid lawsuit😅

Even with paid users, the real organic user interaction is not there. I have been following this one person for a while now and he has 10k+ followers, he recently has been telling everyone even his organic post only gets 10-20 views on average - those genuine opinion and exchange simply just died

I logged back on twitter after couple of years and things are drastically WORSE. There is no real human interaction on the platform and everyone is crazy about self-loathing, seeking for validation or simply rage baiting question baiting each other. I mean i think things are bad but still wtf???🫥

getting american citizenship rn is like getting promoted from being fucked to being fucked with a participation award

Doing an indie project is like playing an open world game facing real chaos and turmoil vs rolling along a salary job is just a good old RPG with set storyline

This year, my Spotify listening time dropped by 50%. I've turned to Youtube and tuned the algorithm to stay niche, but there is too much AI-generated music on YT, soft lounge jazz music with no edge...

I fear that what I hear is no longer intentional. Art without meaning and intentions scares me.

Spotify’s algorithm is my biggest roadblock to nature unique and personalized music taste. I can’t block the overplayed hits it sneaks into my recommendations unless I manually inject my favorite obscure artists or resist diving into my comfort zone (🫠 NewJeans). It’s exhausting.

Seeing all my indie/artsy friends’ Spotify Wrapped filled with the same artists (Charli XCX, Troye Sivan, Lana Del Rey, etc.) makes you wonder: is it even possible to have unique taste anymore? Just breaking the algorithm and finding something niche feels like an achievement...

Hello, world~