Crafty/Kinara

Check out my list on Amazon

My babies do need food/litter and I need help again with getting it, so I'm posting the Amazon link again: www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

which is the last one that has the $369 payment arrangement that I've been paying on since May. I may not have money to get to and from work. I don't have money for food for me, which I'll deal with.

My rent is going to be late because I'm currently $211 short and it's due tomorrow before any late fees kick in. I don't get paid again until 10/15. I haven't paid my phone bill yet because I won't have enough to borrow from that next check until Sunday. I have a $487 electric bill looming>

Because of stress, illness, and issues with my workplace, I've also missed time at work. Last month, I had to take a withdrawal from my 401k, which was my last resource I had access to. I knew this month was going to be extremely bad, but it's at a point where it's catastrophic. >

Very less itchy today, still didn't sleep good after the first time I went to bed, so I wound up sleeping until almost 5. 🙃

I still have to call her secondary insurance (and probably the part D one, too) to get those cancelled and get the money they charged refunded and then close her checking account. Plus, changing the title on the car/registering it to me.

Too tired.

Am annoyed, but I'm not sure if it's that, the lack of sleep, or the fact that my life is still just collapsing even though it should be a little more stable now that all but a couple of Mom's things have been dealt with completely.

So far (by which I mean like 15 minutes) the new topical for my eczema isn't setting my skin on fire like triamcinolone did, so this is progress.

I also need to switch pharmacies because this is the second script in as many weeks that I got overcharged for (basically got charged double).

I am very envious of people who have some kind of support that they don't have to inconvenience someone for when they're dealing with something that's too much for them.

All some of us will be is that inconvenience.

Ally just has no desire to eat fancy freeze dried treats even though some of them she'll eat if it was cooked (chicken). I've only opened the chicken breast pieces and minnows, but minnows are very popular with the gremlins (Stubby barely counts because he's a garbage disposal).

Two very, very good superhero movies in the same month. I really just think that Fantastic Four finally got into the right hands with the right story and the right people to make it work as a stand-alone film and a set up for Doomsday (which it does twice).

I'm sure my younger stepbrother is very sad today.

RIP OZZY 😭🔥❤️

#Ozzy #OzzyOsbourne

Now that I'm sitting here thinking about it, I should probably go put together one of the other ones for her in the meantime.

Found Ally on one of the lower levels of the cat tree earlier today. Because she's old and stubborn and does what she wants. Soooo another small stairstep tree just got ordered.

Was debating it and keeping one of the foam steps, but she hates those. Frustrating child.

Tuesdays just aren't good days anymore.

Dang, Riki Rachtman still looks good. I miss Headbangers Ball.

First Malcolm-Jamal Warner and now Ozzy. 😢

I did get the old cat trees, my old tv, the old living room bed mattress and two of the old vacuums junked Saturday and two bags of Mom's clothes bagged up to donate from the hall closet today, so I attempted to do something.

Today was supposed to be getting trash out/clearing out hall closet/living room dresser/my closet, but it got spent finishing off my crafting set/melds out of pure spite because it sure didn't distract me from my boss's idiocy this morning.

Tomorrow, I guess.

Dear boss - if I tell you last week that I will be back from bereavement on the 28th, do not text me today asking what's going on. I told HR, I told our senior manager, I told three other coworkers, and I told you.

Please find your one brain cell because it's been a very bad day & I don't need it.

This is what happens when you hide in the wheel well. I warned you.

WHY ARE YOU THERE?!?! THAT IS A TIRE!! (yes, I'm yelling at a $2.50 game because this cat is stupid af)

Well, I can get one of my wishlist games. Metaphor is still too expensive and I need to get some food since I'm screwed out of both OT and food pantry tomorrow. Gotta love worthless supervisors and hell temperatures.

When a coworker tells you to play the game on your wishlist and you're like I have the demo but really don't want to touch it because I really just want to play the whole game but it's a "nice-to-have" and we can't have nice things currently. 😑

Will be at 55.5 hours for the week total after tomorrow. Really kinda over everything at this point, especially if this migraine doesn't fuck off.

Kinda wanted to mess around with MIO before bed, but work in less than 12 hours and I haven't even finished dinner. That's mostly on me because I waited until it was the idiots' dinner time to start mine.

Long week + today being 10.5 hours of straight OT = over my cats' BS.

This game tonight is wild. Football players as designated runners, first basemen, other players running into each other (banana collision lol)...happy it's a Bananas vs Animals night that isn't on ESPN/ESPN2 (takes the fun out of it when it's on national TV).

I sincerely hope that this isn't a replacement for Judgement. Would like to at least have some hope left for that.

Pretty much daily wishing (very stupidly because it's probably just me) that things were mostly how they were last year.