morvran

I don't have that look but also I'm not a guy lmao

hmm the other idiot now seem to have the "all the guys you fucked" look

and how far will it go

is it for real this time

so what do we think gang

YouTube video by Belle Sisoski Belle Sisoski - HOLD ON (Official Music Video)

made me think of belle sisoki

I'm also yearning very bad and horny as fuck, maybe not unrelatedly

so many strangely shaped feet

jealousy is always stupid tho so

I'm jealous for something stupid again

*putting the choeden kal access key back in my knapsack*

I'm pretty sure it's on purpose too aaaaaa

JESUS CHRIST DUDE DON'T PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS LIKE THAT

oh god i just realized something about myself lol

lol i often think of a quote in Wheel of Time that goes like "how do you outsmart someone who's more clever than you" and i feel it in my bones

it doesn't help that the persons in question know me inside out and are very clever so even vagueposting isn't safe lol

there's absolutely zero chance that the wrong persons read mine but the idea still frightens me enough to make me delete

more stuff im afraid to post even here sigh

I'm jealous for the most stupid things lmao

it would be easier for me if my mind just broke and I started believing in whatever reality feels sweeter but i Know how pathetic it would look to others and i will die before i let that happen

Problematical statement but as long as it keeps me alive that's ok

im not being psychotic, i have too much ego for that

they WERE real why did it stop it makes no sense oh god

i see the things so clearly in my mind, it makes no sense that i can't make them real

i think i might be getting a bit delirious actually

sigh

nerve wracking gut wrenching need

mm i might be a bit obsessive lol

oh god oh god oh god

wow i would hate that