actually left the house today!! i got myself a new fleecy hello kitty snoodie type thing and i'm very happy about it 🥰
03.02.2026 15:51 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0@beantoast.bsky.social
32 | she/they | autistic, BPD, queer ✨️ i don't really do much, i just like metalcore, league of legends, horror, dinosaurs and cute stuff idk no dms pls ♡ https://www.last.fm/user/beantoast
actually left the house today!! i got myself a new fleecy hello kitty snoodie type thing and i'm very happy about it 🥰
03.02.2026 15:51 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0it's so lovely and cold today, i am bundled up like a wee burrito
03.02.2026 10:22 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0my 3 personalities:
1. yapping too much
2. doesn't yap at all
3. talks to myself
girls are like "i needed this" and its outside time ft the very hungry caterpillar on a sakura branch
02.02.2026 02:28 — 👍 101 🔁 23 💬 0 📌 0i'm tired but it's too early to sleep but i also don't wanna do anything like play a game or watch something cos i can't focus and if i listen to music i will scream and i'm tired, i'm so fucking TIRED ;-;
02.02.2026 18:22 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0OMG I WON
02.02.2026 14:13 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i came 3rd place :c i wanted to winnnnn
02.02.2026 13:34 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0okay, finished my laundry, now it's TFT time!!!!
02.02.2026 13:00 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0why am i only able to do things like laundry and cleaning my room when no one else is awake/around???
like, i'm having so much fun rn??????
every morning i wake up and i do my silly little daily colouring on my silly little app, and i think about how i feel and what i want to do today
and i have decided that i want to figure out TFT today 😤 i'm sick of not understanding it, i wanna get GOOD
my mum says i eat too fast but idk how to slow down ;-;
01.02.2026 17:24 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0if anyone told me that i would willingly sell a yungblud concert ticket in 2026, i would've laughed in their face! HA! how absurd hahaha ha ha
01.02.2026 13:13 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i've been feeling a little antisocial and worn down lately and i'm trying to respect that, but it's hard when you miss people and wanna spend time with them...
i need to figure out a middle ground that feels good 🤔
had a dream that honestly could've been a banging short film, and then i woke up and couldn't remember ANY of it
01.02.2026 08:59 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0"Inside", mixed media. The artwork depicts a human skeleton torso, surrounded by lush foliage such as ivy and foxglove, as well as frogs and dragonflies.
Bunch of stuff in the works, in the meantime, have some frogs. #art
30.01.2026 11:05 — 👍 199 🔁 68 💬 1 📌 0You used a different form of punctuation than you usually do, when were you going to tell me you hated me?
30.01.2026 02:40 — 👍 67 🔁 16 💬 1 📌 0digital illustration of a glowing kitty holding an oversized umbrella with tear drops falling in the background. each tear drop has a very colorful palette and a tiny face on it.
umbrella of emotions💧
#art
downloaded a mood diary app to try and monitor my ✨️ feelings ✨️ in the moment
29.01.2026 16:48 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0help i'm obsessed with hot dogs
29.01.2026 13:28 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0Don't mistake me for someone that needs a hug. I'd rather not.
29.01.2026 02:21 — 👍 63 🔁 19 💬 5 📌 0my key worker is coming today and she is in for a whirlwind because i have a *lot* to talk about
28.01.2026 12:35 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i think i feel sad and confused literally all the time
27.01.2026 14:51 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i hate being self aware but also *so* oblivious at the same time
27.01.2026 14:20 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0gosh it's so windy today
27.01.2026 13:16 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0nobody told me i needed a medication review
so now i have barely any meds left, can't call my gp until monday, and probably won't get an appointment until at least a few days after that sooooo 🙃
tysm nhs services!!!! ♡♡♡♡
i need to go to sleep
21.01.2026 10:58 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0"try to connect to the feelings you felt at that time"
I DON'T REMEMBER HOW THE FEELINGS FELT, THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT