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@beantoast.bsky.social

32 | she/they | autistic, BPD, queer ✨️ i don't really do much, i just like metalcore, league of legends, horror, dinosaurs and cute stuff idk no dms pls ♡ https://www.last.fm/user/beantoast

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Latest posts by beantoast.bsky.social on Bluesky

actually left the house today!! i got myself a new fleecy hello kitty snoodie type thing and i'm very happy about it 🥰

03.02.2026 15:51 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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a baby walker with a cat on it ALT: a baby walker with a cat on it

it's so lovely and cold today, i am bundled up like a wee burrito

03.02.2026 10:22 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

my 3 personalities:
1. yapping too much
2. doesn't yap at all
3. talks to myself

02.02.2026 16:16 — 👍 85    🔁 19    💬 2    📌 2
girls are like "i needed this" and its outside time ft the very hungry caterpillar on a sakura branch

girls are like "i needed this" and its outside time ft the very hungry caterpillar on a sakura branch

02.02.2026 02:28 — 👍 101    🔁 23    💬 0    📌 0

i'm tired but it's too early to sleep but i also don't wanna do anything like play a game or watch something cos i can't focus and if i listen to music i will scream and i'm tired, i'm so fucking TIRED ;-;

02.02.2026 18:22 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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OMG I WON

02.02.2026 14:13 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

i came 3rd place :c i wanted to winnnnn

02.02.2026 13:34 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

okay, finished my laundry, now it's TFT time!!!!

02.02.2026 13:00 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

why am i only able to do things like laundry and cleaning my room when no one else is awake/around???

like, i'm having so much fun rn??????

02.02.2026 10:14 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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a woman with clown makeup is looking at herself in a mirror with the words ready to play teamfight tactics ALT: a woman with clown makeup is looking at herself in a mirror with the words ready to play teamfight tactics

every morning i wake up and i do my silly little daily colouring on my silly little app, and i think about how i feel and what i want to do today

and i have decided that i want to figure out TFT today 😤 i'm sick of not understanding it, i wanna get GOOD

02.02.2026 09:11 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

my mum says i eat too fast but idk how to slow down ;-;

01.02.2026 17:24 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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a stuffed monkey wearing a green shirt and overalls is standing in front of a body of water . ALT: a stuffed monkey wearing a green shirt and overalls is standing in front of a body of water .

if anyone told me that i would willingly sell a yungblud concert ticket in 2026, i would've laughed in their face! HA! how absurd hahaha ha ha

01.02.2026 13:13 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i've been feeling a little antisocial and worn down lately and i'm trying to respect that, but it's hard when you miss people and wanna spend time with them...

i need to figure out a middle ground that feels good 🤔

01.02.2026 09:33 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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a stuffed white cat is sitting on top of a box and asking why ? ALT: a stuffed white cat is sitting on top of a box and asking why ?

had a dream that honestly could've been a banging short film, and then i woke up and couldn't remember ANY of it

01.02.2026 08:59 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
"Inside", mixed media. The artwork depicts a human skeleton torso, surrounded by lush foliage such as ivy and foxglove, as well as frogs and dragonflies.

"Inside", mixed media. The artwork depicts a human skeleton torso, surrounded by lush foliage such as ivy and foxglove, as well as frogs and dragonflies.

Bunch of stuff in the works, in the meantime, have some frogs. #art

30.01.2026 11:05 — 👍 199    🔁 68    💬 1    📌 0
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You used a different form of punctuation than you usually do, when were you going to tell me you hated me?

30.01.2026 02:40 — 👍 67    🔁 16    💬 1    📌 0
digital illustration of a glowing kitty holding an oversized umbrella with tear drops falling in the background. each tear drop has a very colorful palette and a tiny face on it.

digital illustration of a glowing kitty holding an oversized umbrella with tear drops falling in the background. each tear drop has a very colorful palette and a tiny face on it.

umbrella of emotions💧
#art

28.01.2026 18:57 — 👍 808    🔁 314    💬 4    📌 0
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a man says i have feelings while making a face ALT: a man says i have feelings while making a face

downloaded a mood diary app to try and monitor my ✨️ feelings ✨️ in the moment

29.01.2026 16:48 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

help i'm obsessed with hot dogs

29.01.2026 13:28 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Don't mistake me for someone that needs a hug. I'd rather not.

29.01.2026 02:21 — 👍 63    🔁 19    💬 5    📌 0

my key worker is coming today and she is in for a whirlwind because i have a *lot* to talk about

28.01.2026 12:35 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i think i feel sad and confused literally all the time

27.01.2026 14:51 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i hate being self aware but also *so* oblivious at the same time

27.01.2026 14:20 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

gosh it's so windy today

27.01.2026 13:16 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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nobody told me i needed a medication review

so now i have barely any meds left, can't call my gp until monday, and probably won't get an appointment until at least a few days after that sooooo 🙃

tysm nhs services!!!! ♡♡♡♡

23.01.2026 22:52 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i need to go to sleep

21.01.2026 10:58 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

"try to connect to the feelings you felt at that time"

I DON'T REMEMBER HOW THE FEELINGS FELT, THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT

21.01.2026 10:58 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

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