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my projects and irl are all kinda making me Stressed so i've been coping by zapping my fav (phainon) with the kpop idol beam. like he shouldn't be fighting off the black tide. he should be at the club

I'VE FOUND IT AT LAST

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#NieR #illustration #art

this week has been so awful!!!!! lol!!!!!

people who still love ffxiv with their whole heart… i envy your joy and whimsy. i had that, once.

for erhu music they usually use a solfege-like notation instead of a western staff notation (which i am used to having played piano since i was ~5 or 6) so with all of the traditional chinese songs it’s actually easier for me to learn by ear 😭

miffy made new friends (oomf in hong kong was very kind and sent me the luckin collab merch 🥹)

that said, i think about aglaea harboring a doomed unrequited love for hysilens in 33,550,337th cycle all da time. drawing hyv designs though… tch

this has now evolved form fanwork into an original doomed yuri story(?!) please look forward to it(?!) (even though it will probably not be finished this year)

thinking about misika with a pair of giant cymbals just sitting there waiting for the cue

if nobody got my back i know thanatos hades game got my back. what say you and i take care of this like we used to, zag?

watching all my friends cart in the mhwi omega fight and being like “ohhh man sorry that sucks” and then i go back to my current fixation on hades game

A dragoon armed with his lance lunging at Nidhogg, both freefalling from the sky with the Holy See of Ishgard painted in red in the background. Hraesvelgr sits atop of Ishgard overlooking the scene. Lances are falling from the green sky.

The Dragonsong War painted Ishgard red with blood... #ffxiv #ff14 #finalfantasyxiv

like a friend asked me what i thought about eurypon and the soul-splitting ceremony and then a week later i emerged from my cave knowing much more about kabbalah and gnosticism than i had ever thought i would.

considering making a blog for my hsr lore analysis dumps because every time i get really crazy and end up writing whole ass analysis essays like i am in college again

although yesterday my friend gifted me hades 2 😭😭😭 wahhhh 😭😭😭

hit credits on hades but i still have to reunite achilles with patroclus and make friends with all the gods and decorate the house and unlock all the hidden aspects and

whatever honkai star rail is a Bad Game. why bother when i could be thinking about thanatos hades game instead

hyv will do mbti for the chrysos heirs but not birthdays i hate it here i hate it here so much

there’s so much love and care put into every aspect of this game that i just can’t help but enjoy literally everything about it!!!! i feel like i haven’t played a game like that in a long time but maybe it’s bc i’ve spent too long in live service game jail

i mean ok i already liked thanatos’s design and thought he was cool but the second he showed up and was like “how could you leave without saying anything to me, zag?” i was like ok. im saving all my juice (ambrosia) for him

like what do you mean than got really upset when zag was initially trying to escape that he didn’t even get a good-bye. what do you mean achilles wrote he thought of zagreus as the god of blood and life to thanatos’ death. what do you mean what do you mean what do you m

i bought hades and i have lost sleep

sorry i am not as active on here as i am on the other website HHAHAHA

christian trinity allegories everywhere i look, carl jung has ruined me

they showed us the news broadcast of 9/11 in preschool and as soon as I got home I built two stacks of blocks and started throwing my toy planes at them and my dad got rlly quiet and told me to never do that again

wtf….. i’m so sorry wtf!!!!

i think the repeated symbolism and motifs of astrology being present in a lot of various other esoteric traditions is what makes it more interesting to me (and also, i guess, to jung LOL) so while either are fine and good for self reflection, astrology just has more flavor, or smth haha

it has not happened yet. but i will look at them with mild disdain.

if a girlie uses astrology on me i know they be intrigued by the stories and narratives humanity has carried over thousands of years. if a guy uses mbti on me i know they boring as hell tryna be fake intellectual