Tangerine

Thank you for drawing my husband, he rarely gets good fan art nowadays... This is really cute :)

King from deltarune looking ready for a battle and also looking a whole lot like my future husband

Day 4 of drawing a deltarune/undertale character until chapter 3+4 releases!

Day 4, King! (my beloved)
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Missed opportunity for the first image to be Toby roast chicken

blargh

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Jevil was cool too but I wish he had a bit more lore.

I wonder how Chapter 3 and 4's secret bosses will compare to Spamton. Spamton was such a good and entertaining character, very fun and well-written, so I hope the next secret bosses will also be good in their own ways.

Wow you have some pretty awesome friends if they like King (he is my favorite character ever I love him), sadly most of the fandom ignores him a lot of the time...

Juggle
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Like, I'm speaking from personal experience unfortunately... So I'd rather not have random followers on my ask blog know who I am. Plus, I might have some of them blocked on main for shipping reasons so I don't want those people to find out and get sad.

In all seriousness, while I'm ok with talking about my ask blog on my personal account, I'm not very comfortable with the reverse. It's basically a coin flip whether someone will be cool with me or if they'll think I'm annoying and hate me, and if it's the latter they'll start hating my art too...

Those who know...

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The fires are making me worry...

I'm still waking up with stomach pains and it's gotten worse, I think I must be sick with something...

Overworld sprites for King and Jevil! #Deltarune #KingDeltarune #Jevil #Art #Fanart #MyArt

I got followed by a bot earlier, now the account is already gone but my follower count didn't go down. So I guess they're a ghost now.

I had no appetite all day today, so I've hardly eaten anything... I'm already really skinny, so this is probably bad for my health... I don't know why I woke up feeling this way today.

I want to talk to people about Deltarune

I hate myself, man. I still have nightmares sometimes about my abuse, I want to be able to move on and live a normal life again but it feels impossible for me to fully recover emotionally.

Nothing bad happened today, but I feel depressed for some reason. I don't know why.

We talked about it. We both apologized to each other, and I found out what happened was that she was gift-searching on Amazon specifically, rather than checking Google to see stuff on other websites, so she was inadvertently restricting her options and wasn't intentionally being cheap or anything.

Who are you and how did you even find my post lol

I feel bad about being disappointed, but this whole situation is just very awkward. Buying the bootleg Lancer when he has an official plush feels very cheap, and getting a duplicate Asriel when I have the first one on display in my room shows she doesn't pay attention in addition to poor memory.

Christmas was kind of embarrassing this year... My mom ended up getting me bootleg plushes of Lancer and Asriel, and not only that but it was specifically a bootleg Asriel plush she *already* got me for Christmas two years ago. So now I have a second big-headed Asriel I don't know what to do with...

Highlights include:
- My brother and I explaining to our sister/her husband what Skibidi Toilet was
- The Sonic movies being brought up so I got to show the infamous original design to my mom (her immediate reaction was laughter)
- My brother quoting a meme by saying our cat Toby is "full of soup"

This year's Christmas eve was interesting, lol

king of spades from hit game deltarune

What happened?

And no matter how much I try to distract myself, I still can't forget the long-lasting trauma I was forced to endure this year.

Every time I think I'm finally going to be free, the light at the end of the tunnel keeps getting further and further away. There seems to be no end to any of this.
I have been trying to distract myself with other things, other games, but Deltarune is still important to me...

My god this news has actually been really bad for my mental health tonight
The prospect of the new chapters not even coming out until over a full year after the worst of my online abuse began is genuinely scary. I can't handle any more of this. I'm tired of being alive.