Lydia | edsky | 18+

We got a new dog, and he’s the cutest fucking thing. He’s also an excellent excuse to burn off extra cals by taking him on long walks. He’s happy, I’m happy, everyone wins. Plus he’s gonna be big when he’s grown, so if I can lose enough weight I can say my dog is bigger than me.
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If I don’t lose some gd weight soon I’m going to overheat all summer, because no way I’ll be able to wear shorts like this. My legs somehow feel bigger now than when I was 250lbs. 🙃
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It would totally make a great horror manga, wouldn’t it? 😭

Would not do it, and would never ever want anyone else to do it, but sometimes I fantasize about attempting DIY liposuction. Just…vacuum all the fat out. 🥲 (Srsly don’t try this tho)
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Stayed just under 1300 cals today and was feeling okay about it, then tried on a pair of new shorts I got for summer. Oop. 🤡 Guess we fasting until dinner tomorrow.

Stayed at 1600 cals today despite all the Easter food around me! Plus I walked and did a little bit of pilates, I am so hoping the scale goes down tomorrow 🥺

Anyone else SO jealous of people who get on glp1 meds? Like, even the bad side effects sound good to me (stomach stop working? Hell yeah!). I know diabetics need them more and the side effects aren’t *actually* good, but a girl can dream.
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I binged so bad today, someone please just end me 😭

a spongebob character is standing on the edge of a cliff overlooking the ocean . ALT: a spongebob character is standing on the edge of a cliff overlooking the ocean .

When people skinnier than me complain about how skinny and bony they are

Down to 161lbs, almost back to the 150s!!!

Down half a pound, now at 163! I’ve come a long way from 250 but there’s still a long way to go

I hate when you feel dizzy and sick and then you eat something and it makes you feel better. Like, Im over here trying to pretend Im not corporeal. Rude of my body to exist.

Also, your heart is a muscle and restricting protein can cause heart problems, and your brain requires fat to keep running.

I did too many leg exercises yesterday and now I can barely walk. 😬 I guess this means I gotta do lower cals to make up for being sedentary today. But! Still gotta eat protein and fats, because muscle burns cals and I like having nice hair. Eat your nutrients even when low cal!
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Intro post for edsky/lemonwatersky/whatev other terms we’re using now

-Lydia

-30s

-EDNOS/OSFED since 14yo

-Likes fashion, crafts, my spouse, and reading everything

-Non edsky/caterpillarsky/lemonwatersky DNI

-Minors DNI, I’m sorry but I’ll block you

-Always pro recovery and harm reduction

Didn’t get to exercise today, but kept my cals under 1300 even though I’m on my period and ravenous! 😎 Aiming for the same tomorrow, but with exercise.

I would sell my soul for an almond milk chai latte rn, they are so good at killing hunger for so little cals.
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I’m back down to 164lbs, which is at least better than gaining. 🥲 I reallyyyy wanna be like 155lbs by the end of March, gotta lock in harder.

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This reminder brought to you by the dumb bitch that gave herself permanent dizziness by fucking around and finding out.

Good morning #edsky friends! Remember to stay hydrated today and not just drink water without electrolytes! Electrolyte imbalance is a thing and can fuck up your heart. And coffee/energy drinks don’t count as hydration, they count as caffeine (up to 400mgs of caffeine a day is safe).

Also: remineralizing toothpaste is good for ana too, because ana can destroy your teeth almost as much as purging

HARM REDUCTION:
Everyone knows purging is bad, & most know to rinse your mouth/not brush right after purging. But there’s also a toothpaste that helps replace enamel! It’s called “remineralizing toothpaste” and can help some of the damage. You’ll still get damage, but yeah.
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Periods suckkkkk I just wanna lose enough weight that I don’t have one anymore.

Down half a pound, heck yeah! 😎
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Too many cals over the weekend butttt exercised an insane amount and burned them off, so could be worse! Hoping I’ve lost weight when I weigh tomorrow 🙏
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I had SUCH a shit day, but all the stress meant I ate way under my cal limit without even trying or thinking about it. I just literally did not have time to eat. So…yay?
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Hell yeah love that for you!

Nooo they must release the smol ones from their mushroom cage! 😭

Honestly it’s just kinda rude when that happens! Like wtf do you mean my actions have consequences??

Crossing my fingers for you to have the same thing happen! 🤞