@nixiebean.bsky.social
I’d love it if I could stop being sad about losing someone I never should have had in the first place.
13.02.2025 05:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0That’s not soon enough with too high a ‘miss’ threshold
13.02.2025 05:31 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0“Long term fosters” 😂😂😂😂😂😂 I have one of those too. 👀👀👀 BEEN THREE YEARS 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
13.02.2025 05:30 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I have five cats.
Each owning fewer brain cells than the last.
The youngest one runs and slides on the flooring and skates into the stove.
Repeatedly.
On purpose.
Fuck. This is so fucking stupid.
20.01.2025 19:46 — 👍 18274 🔁 1201 💬 214 📌 68Twice?!
21.01.2025 02:39 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Everything is a distraction friends, let’s not forget. 🎉🥳
21.01.2025 02:27 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Maybe we just love you, @hankgreen.bsky.social, GAWSH.
20.01.2025 05:27 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Chonky cat napping
Cat life is hard.
#cat
Taylor Swift shares organizations people can donate to in support of the California wildfires victims, which she has also donated to herself.
16.01.2025 22:22 — 👍 1126 🔁 151 💬 14 📌 14
Should’ve let it stay buried.
#taylorswift #loml
Tryingtryingtryingtryingtrying
06.01.2025 08:27 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Look it’s not great but I’m openly weeping, let’s be glad I didn’t spell every word wrong.
04.01.2025 01:14 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0We bandaged over the scars we both gave in our reckless & foolish youth
Only for you to cry that you love me and drown my hearing in apologies
All the while disentangling the claws you spent 7 months burying
Leaving my abdomen open and gaping
You promised a family.
And as predicted
I’m alone.
How quickly we went from I love you to I’m sorry we couldn’t be friends.
You told me you loved me.
You told me a regret was not being able to have a child with me.
How do you go from one day I’ll marry you, to I lied to you I lied to me I lied to her.
Oh, what a valiant roar
What a bland goodbye
The coward claimed he was a lion
I'm combing through the braids of lies
"I'll never leave"..."Never mind"
Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire
Your arson's match your somber eyes
And I'll still see it until I die
You're the loss of my life
#taylorswift
Day 7?
I’m so angry. Why didn’t you talk to me first? That was not the way to do this. We should have had a conversation with a plan and it to be not THAT. Now I’m alone with nothing and some part of me knows you’re struggling and some part things you probably haven’t thought about me at all. Not 1x
Day two? Three?
Grief and anger are becoming friends through my tears.
Wrote a note.
16000/10
Day one.
Grief.
13/10
