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We’re consciousness in meat suits on a floating rock in an unfathomable universe using made up sounds coming from our mouths that we call “words,” with these little living things in our homes called “pets.”

And yet rent is due in a few days.

The height of an unserious existence.

Are yall unaware that teens engage in sexual activities with each other? The way some adults talk about teens and sex make it seem like yall forgot wtf was happening in middle/high school. Please revisit those memories and stop acting dumb when it comes to that topic. Educate. Don’t try to control

I wrote the vampire story that I’ve always wanted to read. Can’t wait to file the paperwork for an official copyright so I can release it. I don’t know if I want to publish it, though.

Guys, I finished my full length story 🥹 After years of beating down on myself for not being able to see a project come to fruition, I can now say I finished a 40 chapter story in four months.

Me with Chloe :( I love my girl down, but I cannot stream that music.

It sucks a little because that means waiting longer by dating. I don’t mind dating. I just want it to be worth my and the other guy’s time.

@God Make it happen!

It’s really all or nothing with me. Either I’m slinging spectacular sex with no attachment or I’m slinging it to my boyfriend. There’s literally no in between. Is casual sex fun? Yes. Is it fun for me? No, not anymore.

I’m not emotionally wired for it. I haven’t been for a very long time.

I honestly need to stop lying to myself and admit that I just don’t like casual sex anymore. I want a boyfriend that I can hunch on or I’m going to be mfing Saint Theresa.

I need a thousand hugs and to be snuggled up in the arms of a good smelling man. @God make it happen!!!

My mouth is sore and face is still numb. Getting your mouth dug in for 2 hours is not fun at fucking all.

21 chapters of this vampire complete and my brain’s still like “Come on, you can keep going.” Like girl what if I wanted to play Candy Crush?

Too Bad I Forget Alex Isley, Jack Dine · Marigold · Song · 2022

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I told my psychiatrist to give me the lithium script and she looked absolutely mortified, LMFAO

It’s mean but I don’t give my condolences to those who die driving drunk bc they literally didn’t have to do that. It’s such an avoidable death. I totally get that rideshare can be sketchy if you’re drunk alone, but if you’re in a group with good friends, you’ll get home safe.

It’s insane.

The lamotrigine & lurasidone once a day keeps the mania and other bipolar scaries away.

Also, I have to switch my PrEP because Truvada gave me a rash 😭

“But, but” Aht aht, shut up and leave them where they are!!! Don’t piss me off being gullible & desperate. Be a lady. Have some decorum. Go get your hair done. Get yo bootyhole waxed, but leave them where they started with playing with you!!!

The mixed signal is that they don’t want you. It’s not that complicated. Someone who’s genuinely interested in you as a romantic partner will not give you the runaround & drag out emotional games.

They’re just seeing how long it will take for you to get the hint.

Now, I just want to write my vampire story and keep my gentleman bits saved for my man. (Claiming him as already mine. Whoever he is.)

Mind you, it was phenomenal sex. But after so long of not being on the apps & remembering how strange the men are on there, I had to get off. It got really weird unsurprisingly.

I had a casual hookup at the beginning of this month, went and got on PrEP, just to become completely disinterested in casual sex again. Broke my three year celibacy for nothing.

And half of the time, they just enabling people to chase after people who don’t want them.

If I can’t find my man on Bluesky, I’m getting two rabbits and going to live in a Portland bungalow.

Keri Hilson officially releasing music again. The world is healing

Be looking scraggly as hell 😔

It’s so cringe seeing people conflate Bipolar with BPD. If Bipolar is one word, why would it have a three letter synonym? 😒

Just be pissing me off

Is it not enough that I suffer from bipolar? I didn’t sign up for this!

Why does my characteristic manic symptom have to be lack of sleep? I can’t feel like a god? I can’t want to spend my money an $800+ lego set? It just had to be lack of sleep?

It scaresme how good I am at writing smut, like why am I such a slutty writer? Why do I know how to capture the most sensually erotic detail? It’s some scurry shit…