rem

now trying to reduce how often i consume alcohol and weed since theyve become nightly dependencies for me over that time

thankful that a lot of the pain this year is finally seeming to end even tho some of it was my own fault.. i wanna feel like i can relax for once w/o expecting another thing to blindside me

im so sorry i forgot to reply but i appreciate it so much mala, ill keep it in mind :')

im really glad that i got back in contact with a best friend i fell out with ~2 years ago, being able to talk about things honestly after emotions have settled and we're in other situations in life and realizing how much hurt was mutual misunderstandings, it reminds me why i trust my patience

it can be people who fully know you have trauma with it happening before too, like it feels like a cognitohazard with how badly it fucks up the ability to heal and trust

going out in the rain to buy my wife vodka the same way one would go out to kill a deer in the middle of a particularly unforgiving winter that claimed the infant

its either i sleep like shit where im getting 5 hours and feeling a little off and my eyes are a bit tired but physically overall feeling good or i get 8-9 hours where i feel like i got repeatedly punched and like i didnt sleep at all

"faffing about" is a good phrase. the brits were cooking

meat angel came to visit last night and brought coal

holey

i am an incredibly blessed individual

ENTITIES #lethalcompany

sinbound #haibanerenmei

a spider has two segments, the body and the head

ehat the hell is that !

and if you can believe it, it's a friday once again

pabst blue ribbon is soooo tasty but it makes me too sleepy the next day

the grip rick and morty has on smoke shops and bong/pipe makers

both of ours got all moldy within 1 week.. we cast them into the lake

northernlion voice: get it twisted. the order of ingredients on a sandwich matters. get it twisted. putting a pinch of salt in your coffee cuts the bitterness.

damn this japanese chocolate was pretty good

happy new year... fuckkkk 🫦

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i feel loved

wifestyle

good morning!