FelixSinner

Felt cute in my leggings, though I would post. I might remove it later.

Merry Christmas everyone. I love you all. All I want for Christmas is his cuddles. Soon™

Been exploring myself lately and i just want to come out and say i may be a furry. I have recently been coming up with a Sona for myself. it very early stages right now but i want to share it at some point. I love you all <3

I really wish i had more friends that I could cuddle puddle with and watch dumb shit together.

Depression a bit heavy today. Trying to keep on this path i am on. But it hard but im going to keep trying :)

Officially, I got my hrt again. I'm so excited

I'm happy got my appointment with a new doctor who can prescribe me my hrt tomorrow. I am moved to a state that is more supportive of my lifestyle. I also have a interview with a company that within my education scope. Everything is going wonderfully in the way I wanted :D

Then im getting out of here i need to leave this area my family and start anew. I need to for my medical and phycological well being. Also for those who have been here and have helped. You have helped me so much and i love you all.

I dont know how much more i can take. But im going to try. I am going to work on myself and try to get out of this depression. Im going to put the energy toward cleaning myself up putting the energy in to try to do better and work for a job. Then im saving again once im caught up

way to misgender and dead name me and it hurts. They also go out of there way to try to force and push a political party and candidate that is actively against me, my choices, and my health. The amount ive been yelled at for this really hurts me. I am at the end of rope.

Finally there my close family issues. I have always been told that my family is very supportive and will accept me. But as of recently i feel that is the farthest from the truth. They may say they do but there action show more than there word. First of all they go out of there

It was about money and how big of a controlling awful bitch that my aunt is. This is honestly fucking my whole family over. My mom had left her job to take care of my grandma and now has no job and a real hard time getting one and there fucking fighting is really hurting us.

That scares me even more. then there the family aspect of all this. That been even rougher. First of all i lost my grandma during all this crap. Honestly it a shit shoe too. My grandma kids my aunts and uncles are fighting so much it not even over that she dead.

With the way the job search is going and my finances are going now i cant pay for that. Also the way the laws are going here who knows if finding a new doctor will be a fix for long. I'm scared they are taking all my paths away. i know there is the diy method but honestly

Now on top of this i need to get out of here the way my doctors and insurance have done a complete 180 on me and my hrt it fucking sucks. i cant get it at all right now. i have to find a new doctors and deal with paying it all out of pocket to get my medications.

Jobs and just not even interviewing or hiring me. I have cert and degrees In Information technology and those are not helping me. I cant even get a job at Fast food for one of the rare interviews i got. It honestly fucking sucks.

Where they kept me for depressive episode with suicidal ideations. I ended up leaving that job because of it. Then after that i went on a job hunt for something i still wanted to get out of here. That honestly has not gone well i cannot find a job. Not from a lack of trying.

I really needed and wanted that job. i wanted the money that job provided so i could finally leave my family home and strike out on my own. That did not work out though. i pushed myself too much and my emotions broke me. I ended up in the hospital.

But this time it was different i am and at the time was on hrt and it honestly fucked with how i delt with people and my emotions. I emotionally could not handle the emotions that came with helping others on the phone but i was stupid and keep trying to push through.

First Thing i want to say is this is not a cry for help just a explanation of what been going on lately. To be upfront with everyone i have not been ok lately. It been honestly a rough year. i started it off with a job i hated it was a call center job witch i have done before.

Started to remember my past and it, trama. It hurts to remember it. But I am trying to work through it. It's tough, but im am feeling a lot better dealing with it and not trying to hide from it

Just want to update those that care. I am almost a year into my transition. I wont lie it been rough but it has been the healthiest I've been in a long time. I want to thank all of you that have been in my life and supportive. I Really do love you all. I cant wait to see where i go.

I really hate constantly feeling sick :(

Just got a friend request from a person that was from my past. They were always a dick to me and always talked down to me. Honestly really pisses me off that they treated me so badly and think I am even going to accept there request without a apology. They can fuck right off.

Happy turkey day cuties. I love you all.

Got a pedicure today:D

These beast alcoholic drinks from monster energy drinks are amazing. They taste great.

First Post here this website is so much better than the alternatives. It so cool here.