Applemurr

Life is hard and I don't want to.

I don't understand anything.

BDG!!

I am very obviously delusional and/or demented.

I'm sorry that I'm not in your best interests.

Carpe vir

Anyone who thinks I'm not a stupid fucking idiot is dead wrong.

It's me! I'm Nobody!

I have never felt more insignificant in my life.

Melancholic nihilistic pathetic bullshit. Etc.

This is a shitty fucking life today.

But since that's not reality, and since according to my therapist I don't actually know how to hope and I just daydream instead, I want to live the rest of my life alone in a cave where no one else can perceive me and I can wallow in misery and stop being so fucking careful all the damn time.

Man, wouldn't it be so great to wake up and this would have all been a nightmare?

I had it all, for a pretty little while.

I am supremely uninterested in hearing about how you think my problems relate to your life.

I don't blame you. I don't think I'm worth the hassle, either.

Fuck all this shit, I never stood a chance.

I am the human equivalent of porridge.

It's a good day for a pity party.

Welcome to the shit show.

What if I yeeted myself into the sun?

Fuck this shit.

If you wondered how long nebulous happiness gets to last, the answer was 27 days at maximum.

“You can’t have your cake and eat it too” is such a damn stupid phrase…I don’t want to own a cake for, like, display purposes. Is that a thing people want?? A /liability/??

No, I want to put it in my god damned mouth.

Hoplitissa flexing her pinup aspis idea.

Expectations made of you without your consent or participation are not your responsibility.

I refer to growing up in the acid rain/ quicksand/impending nuclear conflict era as being "classically trained" in generalized anxiety

Sometimes people are medicine. (Positive)

My chaos gremlin cottagecore apartment aesthetic.