Melodie Holton

Even when I've actually begged for just a *word* from them in person. I've heard nothing.

Then they go out to lunch with other friends when they have been busy with "work" but show photos.

Just tell me that I'm exhausting. Tell me I'm too much. But don't make me *hope* I'm something to you.

Thought for tonight; January 1st 2025. According to at least 80% of the world's population, including my own family and "friends", I'm not good for the world.

Why waste further time and energy in attempting to be anything more than that?

It is 6:31AM on Saturday for me... and I am staring at this blinking little cursor on an almost still blank page and I want to set my computer screen on fire.

I was writing like a *dream* a month ago. Alas, physical health issues break my brain and drain my creativity.

I do not celebrate Thanksgiving (Australian). However, I will definitely wish Millie a happy happy birthday! I hope she gets snuck a little bit of turkey meat!

Yup. Just joined Bluesky today...it's like the good old days of the former bird app before it began burning...

A safe place to hide from morons is a library or book store.

Hi there! Figured I'd find another alternative social media before I went screaming back to Tumblr...again.

I'm Phoenix (or Melodie, if you wish). I'm an Aussie writer/author who is neurodivergent and trying to use both at the same time to attempt at navigating through this funny thing called life.