🎶Sailor Lina 54-87🎵

It’s me three days in the future to tell you: it’s hormonal, you’re about to get your period 🥲

Cat with a pancake on its head in front of the trans flag with the caption "every time you repost this kitty, a transphobic state legislature dies.

HELL YEAH A MILLION REPOSTS

STORE: Thank you for your order!
STORE: We are preparing your order!
STORE: We put your order in a box!
STORE: Look who has a mailing label!
STORE: Your order has been shipped!
STORE: Your order is in your city!
STORE: Your order is nearby!
STORE: Your order sees you.
STORE: Turn around.

Casually trying to order my bf’s Christmas gift without using shared shopping accounts (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Omg I would love that! If possible maybe a cute dangly star here and there

Mid-week smoothies at work.

I like the pink one :3c
I really like pieces that are mismatched but complimentary to each other

a reminder that its ok to bully corporations

I am ready to crash out on one of my drop ship sales teams because they haven’t given me their updated SKU, and the amount of orders I have to adjust are now over 100+

Happy Holidays @eyepatchwolf.bsky.social

Congratulations on your book launch!!!

5 MINUTES AFTER iNVENTION OF WHEEL bro, literally tho bro, the whole world is a wheel, turning round and round, an endless cycle of seasons and lives and realms--it all keeps turning, and it all keeps coming back around 5 MINUTES AFTER iNVENTION OF BOOKS bro, literally tho bro, the whole world is a book, God is The Author of Being and he writes our names in the Book of Life. In the beginning was THE WORD, bro. You see bro?? 5 MiNUTES AFTER iNVENTION OF COMPLEX GEARS bro, literally tho bro, the whole world is mechanical, God is The Divine Watchmaker, and the planets spin along predetermined paths according to the turning of cosmic gears! It's all just predictable mechanical paths from creation to here! 5 MiNUTES AFTER iNVENTION OF COMPUTERS bro, i think i just figured something out-

A good meme to send people who are convinced we live in a computer simulation.

Am I being super overwhelmed and emotional, or do I just need to go tf to sleep?

My hair mom once again returned me to my full power yesterday.

If you’re still here, thank you for reading this long ramble. I wish it was a bit more cohesive. Spend time and appreciate your friends and family because you honestly don’t know how much time you have with them.

For the most part, I think I’m in a better place. I’ve been through enough tbh.
Of course I understand that no one owes me their time/energy/friendship/etc. I don’t want to be where I’m not wanted.

That being said, there will always be a seat at my table, however awkward and clumsy it might feel.

I think I just needed a place to vent, because the last photo we took together popped up on my fb memories, and I realized how much time it’s been (and ouch I managed to hurt my own feelings)

I have only ever wished the best for them, and that I’m sorry that I couldn’t be what they needed

I realize that this whole thread has been entirely about me, and how I’ve been impacted. But all I really have is my side.
I would love to talk about the good times, and how there are things that I still do because of them. I don’t feel right giving away identifying information.

Much time had passed, I’d like to think I’ve grown (and hardened) a lot. I don’t really recognize the person I was a decade ago. The coping and the grieving I experienced over all of this is like the ball in the box analogy (as seen in included diagram).

I closed myself. I stopped letting people in, and it was like that for years. It took about four and a half years for me to even begin to start opening up again. (The big event that kind of ripped the band aid off is another story for another day, but it had to do with the aforementioned ex)

For the first few years I attempted to reach out. At first (obviously) a bit more panicked, then just a “hey, hope you’re ok”, “can we please talk about this? I want to make it right.”

I stopped. I didn’t want to bother them, and I felt extremely pathetic.

I never expected a friend break up to just completely fuck me up the way that this did. Sure, I’ve been heartbroken over breakups with romantic partners, but none of them even come close to the absolute heartbreak I experienced. I felt a a piece of me just die.

I was %100 huffing copium, I was spending a *lot* of money on cosmetics (that only got worse after my mom passed)

I believe that I just may have been a toxic person, even if it wasn’t intentional. There was just…so much.

I know that back then I was having a really tough time balancing school, being a caretaker to my sick mom (and not too long after my dad) and then also work and some semblance of a social life.
My ex was a garbage human, and at the time I didn’t really see it because I was just trying not to drown.

I cried most of the way back to my ex’s place. It felt like I was never going to see them again.

About a week later they completely disappeared from my life. This is what I have considered the ramp up to what was going to be what I consider the most difficult years of my life.

This time 10 years ago I walked out of a Starbucks near the old Toronto bus terminal when it was on Bay street. My friend was going back home after visiting. I wanted to stay so bad, but I had to go to finish a school assignment.
As I walked out my body was screaming that something was wrong

As a responsible adult, I purchased a modest amount of multichrome eyeshadows from Clionadh Cosmetics 🥹

To my American friends who are celebrating Thanksgiving:

Can I please have a plate too? 🥹

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