This house is my own personal version of hell. Being around these people who are only family by blood, but do their best to ruin me, and trash my mental health is draining, and if I don't find a way out, this house will end up being my tomb.
leaving profile up in case I return for whatever reason, but this is now officially inactive. Bye y'all. I'd say it's been fun but it really hasn't.
Very likely might delete this profile. I barely post on here anymore, and when I do, I'm reminded that I'm just better off not even having this. Fully expect this profile gone by the end of the day.
The urge to want to make more friends, but the reality that I'm a hermit who enjoys my peace and having only a small handful of people I actually like talking to and being around so I just stick to what I know.
Legend has it he's still typing out his message. (i hope it was a sweet message from the heart)
I wish I had the energy and capacity to make friends and be social, but then again that's never been me.
Gethsemane fucking wrecked my emotions
Sit back, relax, maybe grab some popcorn for the show because my generational crashout is coming it's inevitable.
Lmao I'm really treated like the red headed step child of the family.
I've been in this weird place in my head where it's definitely burnout but also I feel like I need a change. I've been contemplating if I should cut my hair again or just keep it long. I'm not sure what I want to do tbh. The short hair in this is years ago but during a time I felt better of myself
Holy fuck that looks so fucking awesome!
Idk maybe I make a return to this out of boredom. Then again I wouldn't really know where to start. I started using egge as my screaming into the void platform and it's been pretty good. I'll probably do something with this but idk what yet.
I will keep this up for a few days until I decide if I want to delete Bsky or not.
Finally got Egge to work, I'll probably be posting there a lot more from here on out just because I can disable comments and have actual privacy settings.
My Egge is Molonym (as usual)
Thought I'd try Egge since that's the new thing everyone is looking at, but I can't even get the app to open/work 🙃
I'm not religious and I don't really believe in any of this, I just want to fuck with them because like who the fuck do they think they are lmao.
I seriously think my time on here is coming to an end. The only "social media" I liked using was Vent and well we all know how that went. Nothing else is hitting. I don't feel comfortable using all these other apps because the privacy settings are just shit let's be honest.
Always the one that's expected to be there, but also always the one left to suffer.
Actually I just need a fucking lobotomy and turn my brain to mush.
Would give anything for my brain to shut the fuck up and turn off so I can sleep.
lol now I'm apparently known as the mental case of the family (according to my sister)
The feeling of not belonging anywhere.
Spiraling further into that dark place in my mind. I'm afraid there's no way out.
I hope things get better for you soon friend, I know it hurts and the whole moving on thing sucks, but you have people here who love and support you through your tough times. Take all the time you need.
Nobody in this fucking house listens to anything I fucking say. There's a serious fucking plumbing issue, and dad thinks he has to be Mr Fix it (he's the reason there's so many issues) instead of calling the actual professional to fix the damn problem. It'll take less time too. ffs.
Same and if they see me wearing the shirt they absolutely about to know something diabolical is gonna be said
LMFAO Apparently they already are making it into shirts (the Serena Williams one had me dying too)
I wish they had a closeup gif of it 💀
