𓆩 lovxrs 𓆪 (@lovxrs) — Bluesky Profile

1 week ago

a cartoon character sitting on a couch with his legs crossed ALT: a cartoon character sitting on a couch with his legs crossed

Not because I don’t like people. It’s more that talking to people means I have to face what’s going on in my head, and honestly my thoughts and feelings haven’t been that great lately.

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1 week ago

I feel like I need social interaction, any kind really, just to get back on track. But at the same time I don’t want to talk to people.

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3 weeks ago

a white cat is screaming with its mouth open and the words screaming intensifies are visible in the background . ALT: a white cat is screaming with its mouth open and the words screaming intensifies are visible in the background .

LMAO I have no idea if I was being flirted with, or they were simply being friendly.

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1 month ago

a man in a yellow jacket is sitting in a chair with his hands in the air and his tongue hanging out . ALT: a man in a yellow jacket is sitting in a chair with his hands in the air and his tongue hanging out .

Still alive but and numb and empty. If anyone wondering.

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1 month ago

Part 1.

I give.
I give.
I give.
And I give.

And all I have is a tiny grain of rice,
maybe less, of wanting anything back.
At least, that’s the story I tell myself.
The lies I tell myself
to hide the hollowness,
to mute the loneliness
that curls around my ribs
when no one hands back
even a drop of what I poured.

Part 2.

I give my heart.
Half of it bruised, cut,
rotting in shadows,
but still.
Still beating.
Loud. Insistently.
Like the world depends on it.
And I forget I am part of that world too.

I weigh nothing.
I give everything.
I pour love,
support,
understanding,
care,
until cups overflow,
until I am empty,
dry,
thirsting for a sip
of the very thing I gave away.

Part 3.

And when I’m hurt,
I look for loopholes.
Excuses.
I try to understand
why they acted this way.
Maybe it’s in their pain,
maybe it’s in their story,
maybe it’s not about me at all.

And still, I collapse under my own weight,
the weight of being first,
of putting everyone ahead of me,
of forgiving too quickly,
of loving too deeply.

Maybe it’s my DNA
to sabotage myself.
Or maybe
I’m just human
and painfully alive.

Part 4.

And the truth I swallow every day?
I’ve accepted it.
This cycle.
This emptiness.
This norm.
My heart, my body, my mind,
neglected in service
to a world that never asks.

And yeah, that’s my story.
My reality.
My blood on the floor of giving.

The weight of giving.

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1 month ago

I’ve been the same person since you met me. I haven’t changed. Maybe I have, because why waste time on someone who isn’t afraid of losing me?

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1 month ago

Rotten to the roots.

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2 months ago

Probably because of how much people overhyped them. and people overhype something, USUALLY ITS okay or below average.

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2 months ago

don’t know why I hesitated to listen to them. But finally giving them a chance now. Sorry 🤪

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2 months ago

a cartoon of spongebob wearing a tie and smiling with his mouth open ALT: a cartoon of spongebob wearing a tie and smiling with his mouth open

New year ? More mental breakdowns 🤪

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2 months ago

LMAO. I already got bored of Bluesky too. I’m on TikTok now.

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2 months ago

This is still going on ? 😭

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2 months ago

Sorry - NF ft James Arthur.

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2 months ago

Walking into 2026

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3 months ago

2025 Spotify wrapped

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3 months ago

🙂

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3 months ago

two men are standing next to each other on a sidewalk and one of them is wearing a baseball jersey . ALT: two men are standing next to each other on a sidewalk and one of them is wearing a baseball jersey .

2026 will be another year of me letting people go, whether it’s because they disrespected me or because we just stopped clicking. Either way, the universe can take out the trash for me if it wants.

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3 months ago

a man wearing a blue shirt and tie has a badge that says security on it ALT: a man wearing a blue shirt and tie has a badge that says security on it

time to return the same energy I’m given.

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3 months ago

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The only air I get is when they lean too far forward or back, when they move just enough to let me breathe again, bouncing against my tongue.

My arms could go numb for all I care. I just want to taste them.

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3 months ago

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Having someone sit on my face while my arms are pinned down by their knees sounds pretty good. What’s even better is getting my skull crushed and suffocated by their thighs.