String Soup

Going to go low-profile for a while. Need to sort some things out. If you know how to contact me away from here, and want to, it would be welcome. But I just need some space for a little bit. 🫂

PT catch-up today, I’m SO excited to be winding up my cut this week. One intense week of calorie deficit then a carb load… and then to try and get the biggest pump of my life on Sunday 💪🏻

In case anyone is interested I might do a bit of a journey/story here once it’s done… I’m v proud of myself! 🙃

It’s the way the chest is chesting for me tbh 🫠

LOUDER 🗣️

It’s happeningggg

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I had too much coffee and I’m buzzing my face offffffffffff 😱

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They’re working for me too tbh

It’s OK, the worse it gets the less fucks you have to give also… 🤣

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deleted a thirsty pic but left my insane emotional rant up = progress(?!)

will the chaos never end?!?!

I relented too easily I fear

Like sorry I’m behind, I was busy battling all the systemic and absorbed homophobia…

As a 31 year old I can confirm they are DAILY!!

Nothing like attending all your best friends’ weddings without a plus one to really force societal expectations down your throat.

To anyone turning 30, don’t worry, the existential dread is exponential from then on out 😵‍💫

You’re so right 🙏🏻

I think it’s a good rule I should adopt actually, no socials until after a date or two. My city is such a small social circle anyway.

Also following up with me on IG about my presence on Tinder?! Like let me live in peace and do my own thing? I wasn’t in a good place to date you back then (and said so, but I guess my fault), and I don’t want to now, hence why I haven’t initiated contact again in that way.

So so valid... I don’t want a litany of lost contacts in my phonebook, but it’s worse having them on socials where they can see what you’re up to

It’s exhausting. Sorry I’m a busy adult with other priorities, friends, work, family etc.

Sorry this is so vague I’m just in my feelings and struggling with how to tell this person I don’t want to meet/not interested (for a few reasons) and now I feel even worse because I’ve ended up leaving them on read 😵‍💫😭

And then you wind down a chat with someone, but then they spot I’m on Tinder but haven’t messaged them to continue chatting on IG, maybe it’s not going to happen?! I don’t like feeling like I’m being surveilled… 😡

Ffs dating apps are terrible. 🥺

Connections just come and go and I hate the constant communication and non-communication. Somehow it’s even more isolating…

Hottie 🥵🫦

Right?! I initially thought the cast was a little low energy with lots of sweet and unassuming personalities but they are providing SO much drama. It really feels like the stakes are high for all of them!

UK vs TW 3 is absolutely EATINGGGG.

Obsessed with Naomy, Gawdland and Serena. Love how the UK girls are so pressed about everything and Mariah is unbothered 🤣

And I missed it 😭😭

Anytime 🥰