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i have self destructive behavior

literally “oh its you, well welcome back to the show”

oh the overwhelming feeling of loneliness and unworthiness

i have the flu 😍😍😍😍 i just loveee life

i was 100% underdressed, it was 90 degrees outside (the venue did have ac which was awesome), the buttertones is a small band so i was in a small room jam packed with people, THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF, i was harassed the whole night by a middle aged drunk guy and missed half of the show

like i had just finished an 10 hour shift at work and didnt have the time to go home and shower so i just brought a change of clothes, i was starting to get sick so i couldnt breathe, was tired, had a raging headache, i forgot my id and the door person was making fun of (and lowkey scolding) me

thinking about how i went to go see the buttertones in concert with my friend and it was actually the worst night ever.

anyways yea this is the only social media platform i have thats kinda secluded from people ik irl so thisll be my little thoughts journal tbh

like not afraid to be myself. and i am a lot mentally healthier than i was back in school. but it sucks bc when i think about it, even back then i was in a draining cycle of going to school and coming home to do nothing. so did i really get better or did i get used to it?

and now here i am, i graduated 2 years ago, didnt go to college, stuck in a cycle of going to work then coming home to do nothing, and i have 1 friend i really consider “close” i would have 2 but our relationship kinda went downhill. granted i feel amazing when im with that one close friend-

been thinking about how in 8-10 grade when i was in bbbs (ifykyk) when my bs asked if i had any close friends and i said i had about 5 and she said “wow thats a lot! thats really good!” and i just thought about how that really wasnt a lot bc i still felt so lonely, but i just brushed it off-

i think if someone asked me “how are you doing?” id be talking for hours

i took a nap at 6pm today its currently 1:30 am and i have work at 7.. am i cooked

yea its tylers birthday but its also my sisters and i used to get on her nerves by saying happy birthday to him first out loud every morning

the line mv tomorrow and special words from tyler, whos excited:D

i cant take anymore edits to the line 😭

why is it actually so cold in texas

THANK YOU AS DO YOU QUEEN 💕

the monthly selfie day we do as clikkies is tomorrow!

tweet your selfies with #clikkieskyselfieday !

pop culture jeopardy im gonna be a BEAST

i love bluesky my feed is just cats, sunsets, and twenty one pilots <3

I need to find my moots!!

twenty one pilots, tyler joseph, josh dun, trench, blurryface, scaled and icy, clancy, ryan ross, panic at the disco

wait, they don’t love you like i love you

ROBLOX HANDS UP HANDS UP SWAY SWAY SWAY

i think my first post here should be my favorite concert video from my favorite band :)