The violet hour grows later with every passing day.
06.03.2026 18:20 β π 13 π 1 π¬ 1 π 0(@avecsesdoigts.bsky.social πΈ)
06.03.2026 19:21 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
and somehow, Proust again:
ββ¦since each of us sees clarity only in those ideas that have the same degree of confusion as our own.β
(trans. Charlotte Mandell πΈ)
In the increasingly convincing darkness
The words become palpable, like a fruit
That is too beautiful to eat.
β John Ashbery (βThe Explanationβ)
βThere is no event or thing in either animate or inanimate nature that does not in some way partake of language, for it is in the nature of each one to communicate its mental contentsβ¦ We cannot imagine a total absence of language in anything.β
β Walter Benjamin (1916)
from βOn Language as Such and on the Language of Man,β 1916; trans. Edmund Jephcott
(Currently rereading some of Benjaminβs early writings.)
βIn all mourning there is the deepest inclination to speechlessness, which is infinitely more than the inability or disinclination to communicate. That which mourns feels itself thoroughly known by the unknowable.β
β Walter Benjamin
A great one.
And I was hoping he'd finally get his Nobel next year.
βOur real kin are those we have chosen.β
(from Guy Davenportβs journals)
βWriting is also bestowing a blessing on a life that was not blessed.β
(Lispector, Too Much of Life)
βI have never written any piece of fiction with the simple purpose of understanding what I might call the real world. I have always written fiction in order to suggest to myself that another world exists.β
β Gerald Murnane, βThe Interior of Gaaldineβ
Tried to organize my bookshelfβ¦
ended up rereading this π°
My copy of Silence by John Cage - the front cover and the blank spine.
After moving house I spent a long time searching for this. It turned up yesterday. Missed it I believe because the spine is blank... blank...
04.03.2026 07:30 β π 23 π 3 π¬ 1 π 0
βOne misunderstanding casts us into the world of misunderstanding, which we must put up with as a world composed solely of misunderstandings and which we depart from with a single great misunderstanding, for death is the greatest misunderstanding of allβ¦β
(Bernhard, The Loser)
βShe preferred the largesse, so wide and free and without mistakes, of not-understanding.β
(Lispector, An Apprenticeship)
βIs my understanding only blindness to my own lack of understanding? It often seems so to me.β
(Wittgenstein, On Certainty)
Read an excerpt from my translation of Mathias Γnard's The Deserters at @thebookerprizes.com:
thebookerprizes.com/the-booker-l...
βJoy is not something that can be found and gathered up. Joy is in the mourning for joy.β
β Jean-Luc Nancy, βHyperionβs Joyβ
βI wanted what I wrote to be the pleasure concealed within misery. My debt of joy to a world I do not find easy.β
β Lispector, Too Much of Life
and that only in the inexperienceable can courage, hope, and meaning be given foundation? Then the spirit would be free. But again and again life would drag it down because life, the sum of experience, would be without solace.β
(from βExperience,β 1913; trans. Spencer and Jost)
even if no one has done so yet. Such will cannot be taken from us by experience.
Yetβare our elders, with their tired gestures and their superior hopelessness, right about *one* thingβnamely, that what we experience will be sorrowfulβ¦ (2/3)
Walter Benjamin, writing as a student at 21 (under a pseudonym):
βWe, however, know something different, which experience can neither give to us nor take away: that truth exists, even if all previous thought has been an error. Or: that fidelity shall be maintained, (1/3)
I love the boom! as it hits the seawall.
02.03.2026 17:53 β π 22 π 2 π¬ 1 π 0
Thinking of BolaΓ±o.
ββ¦all horrors are dulled by routine.β
(By Night in Chile, tr. Chris Andrews)
. . . and Bartleby remained standing at his window in one of his profoundest dead-wall reveries.
#MelvilleMonday π³
Etel Adnan-
01.03.2026 01:02 β π 27 π 6 π¬ 0 π 0
ββ¦goes to language, wounded by reality, seeking reality.β
(ββ¦zur Sprache geht, wirklichkeitswund und wirklichkeitssuchend.β)
β Paul Celan, βBremen Speechβ
βA new language is what responds to reality where a moral, epistemological jolt has occurred.β
β Ingeborg Bachmann
(from the first Frankfurt lecture)