魔法のLaura 🎀🌙

i need to get in the habit of using bluesky

whatsupppp

maybe all social media stinks actually

oh this place really is twitter. the discourse is real and stumbling on it feels like being gobsmacked because otherwise i'm in my own realm

there's nothinggggg

i love that this website is basically empty because i can just be as honest and openly a wreck as i want to be

anyways today i am just fine

idk how to make the nightmares stop bro like wtf do you want from meee it's been YEARS

new york diner style food cooked by two old jewish men is the closest i've been to ecstasy this entire year

yeah 😭 i understand the reasoning behind only letting users in slowly but. it's been too long now imo, idk

taking trazodone before bed. wish me luck

also imagine being able to sleep

bluesky needs twitter level activity to work... i'd even settle for tumblr level activity 😭 lmao

happy birthday! 🎉🎊🥳

taking a break from my regular social media is insane. like wtf do i do alone

like i have long eyelashes already but it's more about the shape

i'd probably be unstoppable if i just wore falsies

riverdale ended HOW 😭

the fibromyalgia is um bad today

drawing 🙂 coloring ☹️

Some Asukas to start things off

this is why i'm taking time to myself. i need to work out my thoughts and feelings on my own.

then they don't actually love you, right? people who love you will apologize when they hurt you. people who love you will never beat you down for standing up for yourself. just don't weep over it. and they'll be respect you. be proud of you, maybe. but be proud of yourself, more importantly.

yeah.

is it another thing i have to settle within myself? how can i stop overthinking about the future? i feel a need to be prepared. why? i don't want to hurt. well stop being hurt. but what if it's justified? and they won't listen? then they have to work it out, not you. what if they don't?

trusting your friends is the best kindness you can give. not just being there for them, but trusting them. that makes an even more amazing friend. and i want to be that

using bluesky as a diary

why would i think that? after all, i don't know you. but no one should have to explain themselves. nonetheless, my chest is cold, and i am dizzy. i'm being very strong and brave. i am strong and brave. breathe. you're not in danger anymore. (how can i tell?) i don't know. you just have to be brave

goodnight 🌙

idc if i'm corny on here. it makes me happy

i can just kinda say whatever here since it's quite empty huh

today was really exhausting and i didn't eat very much. but i feel fine and by the time i eat tomorrow maybe i'll feel really good