Niki Hashimoto

It would have eaten at birth

Sayonara douchebag

My boo and shark week

help develop a broader social awareness of the reasons driving the thoughts, actions, and triggers of people who are suicidal.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.

My pain during this deep molar infection was somewhere in the mid 40s. I’m saying all this to help more people understand that when someone feels driven to consider suicide, they’re already past the pain levels that leave you unable to think or to exist in agony. I’m not promoting, but trying to

not also irrational choice when a person is driven to madness where the choices end. I can speak with this clarity because, although I’ve suffered suicidal ideations at numerous points in my life, I’ve not been to the topmost point of the pain chart. I’ve not been in the window of a burning building

It’s not selfish, it’s madness. I felt useless to my family, and a burden. This was 2-3 days of extreme suffering, so only imagine the agony of anyone who has taken their own life as someone who made it out the window. It’s a misunderstood monster, and it’s tragic, but it’s still a very rational, if

When everything is burning you down, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, your blood pressure is shooting, you’re vomiting until your chest aches and your eyelids bruise, and the pain is driving you out of your mind you can start to feel as if there’s no other choice but to escape the pain.

I remember learning about gimpy gimpy weed when I was young, and a family friend had a horse gotten into some, poor thing thrower itself off a cliff in agonized madness.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.

extreme pain that drives people to suicidal thoughts. I’ll post the graph I found, but above childbirth were kidney stones and trigeminal neuralgia. I can now equate the deep infection pain to somewhere around those top two, because I’ve borne 5 children, and this was worse. I wanted out.

my dentist to request any available emergency time slot for the day. He got me booked for 3, and that was my light at the end of my tunnel. I spent the rest of the day up until then mentally forcing myself to focus on the outcome. The pain would increase tremendously at random, and I chose to google

Keep the pain meds down. Even alka seltzer wasn’t much help. I was going stark raving mad with pain. I could only type notes in my phone to speak to my husband and children. I relied on each of them to help me with things. I begged my husband to stay home with me on Friday, and to immediately call

don’t feel great. I’m hoping to share some insight as to how extreme pain and suffering can drive a person to thoughts of suicide. I was in constant , excruciatingly nauseating pain for two days straight. I could sleep, eat, or speak. I was vomiting in spite of attempts to drink broth and yogurt to

Had an emergency root canal the other day, and my dentist and assistant staff were so caring. I had a fully infected molar under a bridge, and the park has been so bad, I suffered ideations of suicide. I’ve had a long run of painkillers the past several days, and one day left of zpak, and still

The Paris Climate Accords, and the Treaty of Tripoli.
I want it to digest all of this information, and it will synthesize the judgements of the people who have wronged these past civic edicts.
I wanna watch it burn them down.

Trickle Down Economics, as he began to further the Fleecing of American taxpayers. I want it to judge, and see that our past several presidents have done nothing to remedy the former wrongdoings.
Then, after we’ve caught up with drumpf’s most recent shenanigans, I’m giving it the Geneva Conventions

Then, it gonna get all the American and American-involved wars, and the actions and reactions. It’s gonna eat all the right and wrong decisions from all of our Presidents, then it’s gonna narrow down to more recent history, Nixon, his pact with Kaiser, Watergate. The crap Reagan pulled with

I don’t know how to create an AI, but if I did, I’d feed it nothings historical timelines and facts. It’s getting every political uprising recorded from the dawn of history keepers. It’s getting the Declaration of Independence, the Constitution, Bill of Rights, plus all current amendments.

No more National Weather Service, now it’s Public Ice Warnings.

Her Majesty

Trump’s gestapo

Invisible lat syndrome, false pregnancy, impersonation of law enforcement

I didn’t know the apocalypse would ride in on the idiocracy

Not u til you give women as many clothes as men

Interested

Born natural or cesarean?
Neither, I’m born of the crypt 🧟‍♂️

It’s time to practice
Throwing knives
Throwing hatchets/axes
Throwing haymakers
Throwing boilt water
Throwing ice balls
Throwing innocent cans of soups
Throwing masked traitors in a dungeon full of spiders and rats
Throwing a good, strong right or left hook

Self defense is a basic human right.

I personally find Vegas appalling. Rather be out in the woods with campfire smoke and fresh trout.

Perade™️

Escape, camouflage, and defend. Found an Underground Railroad, amass weapons, become the anarchic lore of your lineage. Fight or flight, maybe both.