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@savage-echo.bsky.social

πŸ¦ŒπŸ§πŸ»β€β™‚οΈπŸ©΅ She/Deer Existential Gaijin I’ve met deer

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Happy caturday from the blanket fort

15.02.2026 08:50 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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What religion is this?

09.02.2026 21:29 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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The Silent Treatmentℒ️ never works on me. My husband is trying it out right now, and has experienced the fact that I just go dark.

17.01.2026 20:03 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

That feeling when none of my kids happens to be elite school age athletes.

21.12.2025 02:10 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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My kitten regards me from through the laundry basket after I’ve made several attempts to trim her long hair on the backs of her legs. Attack: 0%
Malice: 100%

05.11.2025 09:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m so sorry to hear that. Yes, it was valuable. And yes I did offer it in the gifting only group. I look at this kind of people as the small percentage of how we treat each other. The worst kind of people.

15.10.2025 23:55 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

still in shock that I drove out there and really did that.
I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people.
Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, β€œNo hard feelings, right?”

15.10.2025 21:52 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I was shaking. I was so angry, and scared of what they might have tried to do over something they were given FOR FREE, and her boyfriend had kept yelling in my face that is was brand new, never used. Ya, I know it’s new. I bought it new. Now it’s being regifted into the gifting only nexus, and I’m 3

15.10.2025 21:49 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I went and took it back. She knew the rules. She admitted she remembers I gifted it to her, and STILL asked if I was gonna pay her for it. Had a friend of her block the road with their truck. Once I explained what she did to the friend, he apologized and moved his truck. Driving away with the item 2

15.10.2025 21:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m a member of gifting fb group, where we can gift unused items to each other and they are never allowed to be resold.
Earlier this year, I’d gifted an expensive item to a fellow member. She gave off really sketch vibes, and I left with regrets.
Yesterday, she posted it for sale on marketplace 1/

15.10.2025 21:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

Rent and subscription culture is bullying

20.09.2025 19:20 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

…visiting her parents. She likes her parents, so why would I complain that she’s visiting her own parents? I said I liked her parents, too. And I needed my own parents because I’m just a kid. Here’s the cute part:
She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”.
Wow Becky.
Ya, you sure do.

19.09.2025 21:49 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Grandma and Grandpa were kind enough to say hi, and come on in. My mother, not so much. She was angry and surprised that I deviled her plans. She glared at me, asking why I was there instead of going β€œhome”. I said it’s not much of a home, with nobody raising her kids. She scoffed and said she was 6

19.09.2025 21:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

…I got sick of being home alone. I got off the bus at my grandparents’ road. Can’t remember if my brother and/or sister also did. Walked the mile to their house and confronted her about it. Their house was so nice and clean, and air conditioned. There was food, and th most delicious artesian water5/

19.09.2025 21:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

…parents. She would visit them, continually preying upon them for more money. She would be sure to visit them when our bus was dropping us off from school, because she said we didn’t need any supervision. But with my brother trying to beat me up, and my sister picking fights and stealing from me, 4/

19.09.2025 21:35 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

…a pdf. While this certainly constitutes child endangering on my mother’s part, she was always willing to go the extra mile in self-serving matters. Her parents always had a car for her to use. She always had us kids from which to collect financial assistance. And, she had her own agenda with her 3/

19.09.2025 21:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

…us if we were friends with any young boys, because he was really interested in young boys. Sad thing is, he had brought his grandson along, and the kid was shaking his head and saying no, don’t bring anyone to the house. His grandfather was a bad person. I was only 14-15, but I suspected he was 2/

19.09.2025 21:28 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Malignant Narcissistic Mother Memory of the Day:
She moved us ten miles out of town, into a house where we were housesitting under the premise that she would guide β€œyoung boys” to hang out for the interest of the landlord. None of us kids knew this, until he showed up one day, and asked each of 1/

19.09.2025 21:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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My baby

26.08.2025 19:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It would have eaten at birth

02.08.2025 03:59 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Sayonara douchebag

23.07.2025 20:56 β€” πŸ‘ 15    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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My boo and shark week

23.07.2025 04:40 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

help develop a broader social awareness of the reasons driving the thoughts, actions, and triggers of people who are suicidal.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.

21.07.2025 11:03 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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My pain during this deep molar infection was somewhere in the mid 40s. I’m saying all this to help more people understand that when someone feels driven to consider suicide, they’re already past the pain levels that leave you unable to think or to exist in agony. I’m not promoting, but trying to

21.07.2025 11:00 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

not also irrational choice when a person is driven to madness where the choices end. I can speak with this clarity because, although I’ve suffered suicidal ideations at numerous points in my life, I’ve not been to the topmost point of the pain chart. I’ve not been in the window of a burning building

21.07.2025 10:45 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s not selfish, it’s madness. I felt useless to my family, and a burden. This was 2-3 days of extreme suffering, so only imagine the agony of anyone who has taken their own life as someone who made it out the window. It’s a misunderstood monster, and it’s tragic, but it’s still a very rational, if

21.07.2025 10:41 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

When everything is burning you down, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, your blood pressure is shooting, you’re vomiting until your chest aches and your eyelids bruise, and the pain is driving you out of your mind you can start to feel as if there’s no other choice but to escape the pain.

21.07.2025 10:36 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I remember learning about gimpy gimpy weed when I was young, and a family friend had a horse gotten into some, poor thing thrower itself off a cliff in agonized madness.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.

21.07.2025 10:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

extreme pain that drives people to suicidal thoughts. I’ll post the graph I found, but above childbirth were kidney stones and trigeminal neuralgia. I can now equate the deep infection pain to somewhere around those top two, because I’ve borne 5 children, and this was worse. I wanted out.

21.07.2025 10:28 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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