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that they lost their soul cats to that exact thing and cementing my anxiety. 🫩 #vetmed #saddlethrombus

I made a silly little TikTok post about how I’ve been irrationally anxious about my 1.5 year old cat getting saddle thrombus while I’m away on vacation for 4 days (we’ve had a lot of these tragic cases come through our ER recently). I was not anticipating the hundreds of people commenting saying

she hopes I continue my studies and that we need more critical thinkers in the world. She was so sweet. 🥹

Good thing that happened today: I was speaking with an owner while we were waiting for her meds to be filled when she randomly goes, “you have a great vocabulary. Do you read often?” To which I said yes, and that I was also in graduate school for philosophy. She congratulated me and said

stomach acid is toxic to humans and can cause respiratory issues and complications.” Then I had to go back to the owner and she was like, “is everything okay? :)” like uhhhh! As far as I know haha, the doctor will speak with you soon! 👍🏻 Mind you, I have been chilling next to this dog for an hour…

This lady brought her dog in for ingesting gopher bait (?) and when I went back to the treatment room to get an update they said “umm yeah we talked to the toxicologist with poison control and they said we all need to wear masks because the gas that is created when the bait interacts with the

To be loved is to be known.

He’s judging me because I added too much garlic to the mashed potatoes. :( #cats

This is the greed they talk about in the Bible. #happyholidays #catsofbluesky

My partner and I are going to visit my family in December and oh my gosh, my mom is the same way. I love her but I am easily overstimulated and the holidays always brings that out of me. 🥲

My dog (just adopted btw) is going to need a osteotomy surgery ranging anywhere from mmmmmm 12k-15k? I have felt like passing out (or away) since I’ve found this information out. 😀

actually the biggest hater of ai on this planet. 💔 So anyway…. That’s how life is going for me in the Bay Area.

Also I had a tech brotry to hit on me and while he was saying things about himself to try to impress me, he said “yeah I have published songs on Spotify 😏” and I said “Oh? That’s cool, what do you play?” and he said confidently that he uses AI for the instrumentals. Like oh I’m sorry bro but I’m

My TikTok algorithm hates me and is constantly pushing me videos of people at his concert saying it changed their lives. 💔 Imagine going to this experience solo and just being truly authentic to yourself and just hearing the music and letting it move you. I MISS COMPOSING. 😭

Genuinely feel an indescribable sadness at the fact that I won’t be able to see Ludovico Einaudi perform a concerto live. I cried about it today, lol. The rest of his tour will be international. I am…. Devastated. I would be healed mentally and emotionally. Depression who? Not me.

It’s so cute, I need a cat bookmark! 😭

Waking up with this pretty girl is the best part of waking up. #caturday #catsofbluesky

Awwww, what a cute little baby. He’s just so happy to see you! 🥹

I’m getting a dog on Tuesday!! I’m so excited oh my gosh, I’ve never had a dog before, much less a shared pet with a partner. Does anyone have any first time dog owner tips? He’s a little over 1 year old and he’s a black American Labrador. So excited to bring the sweet boy home. #dogsofbluesky #dogs

There are so many spooky movies I want ti watch in spirit of Halloween but I’m genuinely such a scaredy cat I really can’t bring myself to. I’m deciding between Nosferatu, Weapons, and Sinners. :,)

I have an internal medicine consult for my sweet Nilly girl tomorrow and oh boy. I hate having anticipatory grief, man. She’s 17 years old so I know she’s up there in age, but I always cry so hard before bringing her in. Hoping for a good visit. :,)

He’s too big. 😭 #catsky #catsofbluesky

I just saw someone post something on twitter about Over the Garden Wall and I remember being so obsessed with it I almost got a tattoo from the show. 🥹 I miss having frivolous money to get tattoos.

So let’s be clear. I can be deemed a domestic threat because I have “anti-american, anti-religious” ideologies and am critical of religious institutions, but the pastor who plead guilty to sexually molesting a young girl gets 6 months of jail time? Yeah, burn it to the ground.

I miss reading casually and I don’t think that makes me any less of an academic to say that. I honestly crave the feeling of staying up until 2am because I am so invested in characters and story lines. I love reading philosophy, but it’s hard and it’s work. I miss turning my brain off sometimes.

So we all got terrible sleep last night, huh? 🫩

I am banning myself from ever drinking a Celsius again. I can handle caffeine, I was a barista for 5 years. I drank a Celsius before work and am literally trembling. I have such bad anxiety and I’m having heart palpitations, if a dog barks somewhere in the hospital I am jumping at my desk!! 😭

Listen, I am a firm believer that we must pay attention to things happening politically and that falling into a dogmatic slumber does not help anyone, but also if I don’t take wellness breaks from watching the news I will crash out. There is so much evil in the world right now.

Me sitting awkwardly outside of the doctor’s office, not wanting to bother them but needing to ask a dire question about a patient. I hate talking to authority figures!

degree and that’s the notes in the background of this picture. Studying philosophy, even in the very beginning, was already beginning to change my outlook on life.