apollyon

i really do just want to take a woman that i want to spoil and love and care for and keep her with me to be my wife and to dom me

is possessive sub even a thing

i'm still having the evil temptation to bait a casual gal into a lifelong commitment with me

mmm i wanna give petnames out so badddddd i wish i had a wife

i wanna be spooned

thoughts in my head mgfhfgbf

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no i don't like bocchi the rock yuri nsfw those are still 15 year olds

how does one find this hot dude, i guess i'll never know i'm more keen to the 25+ year old women

oh my god can the for you page stop showing me porn of fictional minors like "it's just fiction, it's a depiction bro"

What is it depicting.

jesus fucking christ what a scary day

i'm glad i could be a good mother for her today

i want wife.... no fling or one night stand's going to satisfy the itch i need it forever

wanna be called a good girl and held by my chin with her thumb brushing over my lips

i'm not casual. i'm trouble.

i ask for a fling. my selfish desire would be to steal them into being mine. to let her make me her housewife. to greet her home and to slot her into a domestic life where i get to be the doting wife and she as the breadwinner.

condemning her dreams as fantasy. i'm trouble.

i'm trouble. and any sensible woman's not going to mingle with me. i'm too far deep as a martyr.

no one is going to share my desire. it's too much that i ask. giving up your future to raise the next generation. i gave so much. and what i got in return was the greatest gift that slowly ages and grows to leave the nest. she'll be 9 years in a month.

my time with her is diminishing.

maybe my future is to shelter the neglected children that need warmth and appreciation. no one but my sweet mari had saved me from nearly ending everything. i love that kid. i hope she grows up to be a kind and exceptional woman.

and i want to raise more kind-hearted children like her.

i'm trying to pull others into fantasy to hide from the painful reality out there, to hold in my arms and to never let go. to make them feel safe when i couldn't have that luxury of being myself. yet, i'm rejected. like a cat squirming out of my arms.

...i am the problem.

who would love someone who can't take a hint. who would love someone with financial debt helping her mother and 2 other siblings live in a divorced family. who would want to have a smartass that thinks they have her life sorted. who wants a woman that's childishly optimistic for a better future.

why did they look to other women, did i message her too much? am i too clingy and possessive? do i share too much? am i too motherly?

kiddo's with my dad for the weekend and seeing that redhead everywhere just makes me feel worse for having crushed on her for 15 months

and then i still feel haunted by being a failure to keep my first relationship. i just want to go back and make sure that i did better. i'm a failure.

i knew you'd be up to something

not saying this to bait either i genuinely just power through any kind of advances

marvel vs capcom has a stronger grip on my mental than any woman that tries to hit on me

i'd like to see some lady try to break me out of my hyperfix thoughts, that's a challenge that no one's done yet lol

i can only think about how much i've been nothing but a convenience to people who need it most. i'm not a person. i'm a tool for end's meet.

i.e. now when i saw a hot fanfic of king from art of fighting getting to bang the redhead "next door" and said redhead really wanting her carnally despite all the horrible shit that had happened and her being a bi-disaster

god please let me have a situationship with a redhead bare minimum

if i'm not affected by vanessa, be it a lukewarm reaction or not even a passing glance then know i am really feeling like i'm in the fucking shitter.

i want to be confessed to.

FORGET EVERYTHING I FEEL HOOOOOOOPE

i'm feeling an increased sense of apathy and indifference towards my well-being i don't like this