Like what if I'm a tiny bit weird and that really cool artist I like now hates me
I think I'm just obsessed with the idea of being flawless and perfect and cohesive and all that junk
How do I overcome my silly anxieties
I just wanna post my damn dumb art ffs bwah π:'(πT_T
Sounds a tad egoistic, but I think feeling sought or desired sometimes feels more important to me than oxygen
If it's backwards I'd still want to see the base of it. Or maybe it'd be too dark...
Seeing stuff sink into gaping asses makes me go absolutely feral. It's so good seeing insides suck on the things they love the most.
I wanna see the base of that plug deep in there.
Am dumb scared π¨ (not funny halloween way)
Anyone else get art anxiety? It's like a weird thing with not being able to show my art and I need help with it :v
It's so hard to pick up on signals, knowing when it's time to stop trying something for the sake of everyone involved
And then also having to account for all the brain ghosts, fallacies and whatnot
PLEASE DEVELOPERS! STOP INSTALLING SOFTWARE IN MY APPDATA FOLDER! I AM CAPABLE OF GIVING ADMINISTRATOR ACCESS!
PLEASE DEVELOPERS! STOP STORING DATA IN MY DOCUMENTS! THE DOCUMENT FOLDER IS USELESS CUS ITS ALWAYS FULL OF CACHES AND TEMPS AND CRASH LOGS ARHGHHH
I always desire to be something I'm not. I think I try to fit myself into what I think is expected. I often feel like I hate myself, that I don't really know myself.
My biggest wish is to know what I am, and then to love what I am.
I don't want to have to change.
I like it on here! I might start posting some o my art I've piled up over the years
Thinking about rubber
Yo!