Croix S. Almer

You're right and you should say it.

so i am deeply, deeply hopeful that "America" ends, and something grows out of its ashes. odds are it will just become the exact same thing, and if that's true, if this is the best we can do, i think we all need to take a hard look at whether or not the project of existence is worth bothering with.

as far as i can tell though, this is literally the foundational way in which American politics work. an other must be constructed, bigotry is used to form these coalitions, and then those bigotries are activated in order to enact stochastic violence and social relations policy.

feeling especially drained by this lately. the people who are ostensibly my allies in the fight against fascism arm themselves with tired and ancient bigotries. every day i have to read "the fascists are closet gays and jews and they're oppressing themselves" and "they're fat, therefor weak".

while they love each other intensely, Ralph desires Sam way more than he can actually handle

Roland (a fat rat cat) with his ass raised, showing off his fat hyper pussy. He's goading the viewer, suggesting they can always fuck his asshole if they can't handle pussy.

i'm about to finger this dude's pussy and jam his butthole with my fat rabbit cock if he doesn't shut up.

it won't fit anymore!!! Let it go!!!

🐘: @fearofplushies.bsky.social

Big fat sloppy dads undressing eachother in a consensual manner

Now date night can be really spicy...

art and distraction are important parts of how i cope. so i have to give myself breaks to be focused on other things, even if that feels wrong in an abstract way.

to that end, please don't hesitate to write me about Roland's pussy and post-op experiences. i will probably draw more of it myself.

it feels like this world is too much to bear. everything is so sad and painful. everyone i know is suffering. everyone is going to die. what was any of this for?

i wish i didn't feel feverish any time i moved my body. i'm so scared and tired.

oi... need a series to binge.

god, what am i going to do.

i have to take care of my sister and my father.
and i have to make a choice about where i spend the next chapter of my life.

i'll need to settle my finances and see if there is somewhere i can belong.

it's a lot to process. i hope there's more time. i'd just like a little more time.

but my body does not handle travel well. i don't want to suffer physically, i can't afford for any of this to be about me.

these next few years of my life will probably be very significant and very hard. i expect i'm going to lose all of my weight, it's going to be hard to exist.

it seems probable that my mother will be dying soon. it'd be a huge relief to discover otherwise, but at present it seems inevitable.

it's selfish, but i'm really scared of the pain. my father wants to sell our home and travel with her while we still can. and i want that too.

Roland at a bar, sitting on a bar stool. A chubby cattish, rattish boy spreading his legs and fondling his big fat cunt. He asks openly if anyone is hungry, and insists they come and get it while it's still tight and wet. Pigs flank him on either side in various states of BDSM gear. They look at him with a lumbering sort of intimidation, fat, warty, hairy men.

Roland gets what he's after. Sort of. A big dominant pig is ramming his asshole while his pussy goes untouched, squirting. The pig yells at him demeaningly, telling him to be a good girl for him. Roland's moans elevate a pitch, and he starts whining as his asshole gets hammered much to his discomfort.

Post-op, Roland has been eager to try out his new pussy.

If you're looking for quick sex, pig dive bars are the place to do it. That always worked when he had a cock.

He's learning just how much a soft cunt between his legs changes the experience. He'll be staying in his pig partner's bed tonight.

Proud of you. It takes a lot of fight to keep going.

Maybe I will soon. There are a lot of bad things happening all at once, and it’s a lot to process.
For now I need rest.

Falling in love with your own thick, sweaty cock? Just another symptom of pokerus of course! If the first thing you see once infected is your dick, you'll never want to stop stroking it, licking it, and smelling it~

for CosmicBre on twitter these are still open if interested!

More angles

Never look at me from the front please, it's embarrassing.

A pen drawing of Asher (a snake) with water colours. He has a reptilian expression.

This is what I look like in real life

Pibble PP for @mommui.bsky.social !
Wash ma belly!

mom might be dying of cancer. results aren’t clear yet but there’s a chance we’re looking at weeks to months to live if it is.

deeply frustrated. this could never happen at a good time, but I’m stretched too thin taking care of my family and my health as is.

want to murder someone about this. agh.

sorry, it shouldn't do that. i appreciate the protective anger, and i am doing all i can to work with the medical system. but i think sometimes, things are just kind of sad and there isn't much anyone can do. we don't have the technology or the infrastructure yet.

sketches ^^

minor redd update: he went to REI

can't wait to feel well again. the waiting is killing me.

I mean considering his anatomy, he at least has to plant his butt on the urinal to pee.

anyone ever play a fat character on CR?

Roland at a bar, sitting on a bar stool. A chubby cattish, rattish boy spreading his legs and fondling his big fat cunt. He asks openly if anyone is hungry, and insists they come and get it while it's still tight and wet. Pigs flank him on either side in various states of BDSM gear. They look at him with a lumbering sort of intimidation, fat, warty, hairy men.

Roland gets what he's after. Sort of. A big dominant pig is ramming his asshole while his pussy goes untouched, squirting. The pig yells at him demeaningly, telling him to be a good girl for him. Roland's moans elevate a pitch, and he starts whining as his asshole gets hammered much to his discomfort.

Post-op, Roland has been eager to try out his new pussy.

If you're looking for quick sex, pig dive bars are the place to do it. That always worked when he had a cock.

He's learning just how much a soft cunt between his legs changes the experience. He'll be staying in his pig partner's bed tonight.

Yeah! Let me get my water wiggly in there!

How it feels to be hypnotized and swallowed by a snake