i might do a soft rebrand of my profile

just saying if something was considered subversive and unheard of half a century ago i don’t think it hits the same today. lol

i just find it hard to believe anybody genuinely thinks it’s Crazy and Quirky to find victor hot. look at how popular ugly monster/human woman has been in film the past decade lol (and beyond that, but particularly the past 10/15 yrs)

i genuinely think people who make a performance of how freaky they are are really desperate for negative attention and it’s just kind of loserly

i need to get my ass on dreamwidth SOON

OOOH thank you!!

huh….. okay i will look into this bc i need all my shit on low LOL

been streaming re9 for my gf and it runs super smooth (with optimization mods and low settings lol) when i’m playing off-stream but on-stream (discord) it’s soooooo laggy…. anypony know how to deal with this

fruit in the morning. so juicy and refreshing

#昂威王

crazy how when i started this acc i was in like a wesker fandom nsfw fanfic heavy space still ngl i want to rebrand

ptsd is a fucking cunt

jill’s first gf of course

as always, too perverted for the prudes and too prudish for the perverts

there’s so many books and articles i want to read and so much art i want to make and so much envy and exhaustion inside me when i see other people doing it. as if i cant! im just so stagnant

that one oomf who’s preachy and insufferable (me)

i really want to i really do twitter is so evil

i get so gay off that stupid sauce

also fairy smut i’m still working on

how to be active on here more

do people on bluesky like fairy self insert oc’s who want to get eaten

people on twitter: yeah the bluesky app is full of cringe doggo millennials i hate it there
twitter: Hey i’m a nazi and think sexual abuse is hilarious and i’m going to turn your selfie into porn lol

twit really shat the bed for xmas

liking wesker was just a bit and i’m cancelling myself

jesus christ my fyp fucking sucks on here i like one ns/fw art post and get bombarded with random irl p*** of random ass people

#sizetober2025: days 14+15 - creepy+menacing

you drift off to sleep, unaware of someone’s presence behind your bedroom window. i wonder if they’re friendly or not.

#sizesky #macro/micro #sizedifference

i guess it’s also that i’m like, extremely selective abt submission fantasies and i Only like them when i’m in control aka my own preferences/boundaries/etc established so witnessing random internet people roleplaying as serial killers or whatever i’m just deeply repelled. can’t do it

another thing i just cannot do is that 24/7 fantasy roleplay Always On thing and even as somebody with “dark” fantasies it’s really vital to me that the C is cnc stays there, even in fantasy settings. true nc is just insanely triggering and i hate that it’s the norm in any kind of d*ms*b based kink

god this algorithm is worse than twitter though

whenever i’m like “maybe i should try to get in involved in the s!ze k!nk community again” i’ll see people photoshopping random women into porn and be like yeah no i’m good with just me myself and i