Ani 🪶

i wanna get back into playing the piano

trying to sleep when your brain is in fandom mode and you’re trying not to lose your mind is certainly a challenge

i absolutely love the smell of bleach AUGH.

i love my fairy lights so much

baldurs gate feels like a list of little fun jobs and i love it

Humanoid, Branded, Dark Justiciar, Human, Wizard, Gale

omg gale has the dark justiciar tag in my latest playthrough bc i accidentally nerfed aylin with a stray fireball during the balthazar fight that’s so cool

I WANT MY TATTOO ALREADY BUT I ALSO DON’T AAAA

ooohhhh that’s what that feeling is! i’m hungry!

note to self: drink a lot of water on thursday!!!

waking up before 12? early rising

WHERE ARE ALL MY SOCKS

accidentally started getting loads of spider-related content bc i posted a couple times about spiders in my bathroom 😔🙏

being disabled kinda sucks btw like why am i sitting completely still but my body decides “hm. pain now.” LIKE HUH???

is it normal to flinch at doors opening and closing or is this a ‘you had a strange childhood’ thing again

When you’re disabled or chronically ill - your world is constantly shifting.

Consistency and safety are things we long for - but they’re almost impossible to achieve when your body is constantly betraying you.

when i was amid i wanted to have a kid and raise them exactly how i was raised down to the T even telling them it was like 2012 and then one day be like “SURPRISE! ITS ACTUALLY *INSERT CURRENT YEAR*”

having a carer that doesn’t want to help you and you have to convince them to bring you medication and sit with you during appointments is so dehumanising why do i have to fight so hard to be looked after :(

i have no idea what this appointment is even gonna ask me bro i forgot to get a fit note whoopsie

i’ve got a telephone appointment in 30 minutes i’m gonna KMS.

yesterday i ate fishfingers that went off in august…

i need to find fandom on here aaahhhh

the way i posted twice about spiders on this account and have seen a bunch of posts about them now, the algorithm is algorithming

i’m so proud of myself hopping from explorer difficulty to tactician without too much of a problem :3 (baldurs gate)

“If Adam Picked the Apple” by Danielle Coffyn
Love this. Reminds me of “If Men Could Menstruate” by Gloria Steinem

wowowow the ableism. ‘If you have a disabled child you have failed and need to try again for the economy…’

rewatching childhood movies >>>

omg i’m so hungry but also so comfortable 😔

the way my desk table is literally held together with duct tape and on it is really expensive equipment, i’m thugging it hard 😔🙏

reclassing gale as a rogue is so funny btw because he’s so reluctant to do anything - picking a lock? surely there’s a spell for this kind of thing. picking an npc’s pocket? this doesn’t feel strictly legal. sneaking? an invisibility spell works too, you know. sneak attacking? the cowards play.