If you want to support this song,
please watch the Music Video, not YouTube Music🙏 they will not be counted as views for MV!
youtu.be/Zoihnzf7Dag?...
悪い事は間違いなく全ての人に平等に起きてしまうと俺は思う。でも最後に乗り越えて笑ってる人間が1番強いし俺はそうゆう人間でありたいんだ。だから冷静に。周りに感謝して誠意を持って行動してね。約束だよ。
I hope that with them beside me,
I can win against the demon whispering in my head. 自分に負けないぞ!
Honestly, I’m so unstable right now. if I let my guard down even a little, I feel like I could cry.
But I want to look farward, celebrate what we’ve accomplished so far, people working with me, and look at the U-rei who are happy for me.
I’ve been talking to so many different people that my head can’t keep up and I feel like I’m losing myself. But if I ever get scared or uncertain again I just need to look at my U-reis and I’ll know where to stand.
Whenever I get lost, I just need to look at how my fans received it.
There’s nothing that fits my current situation more than that.
迷った時はファンの声だけを聞く。今の俺にはこれが1番な気がする。俺はちゃんと前に進めてるはずだからね
Non-binary flag hehe
Me and Clay being emotional on DM.... WE PREDICTED IT
www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-CY...
でもたまにはやりたい事やらないとね!最高に気持ちよかったぜ!!!
Im happy I decided to sing this and lowkey worried I might gonna drive people away with this because I know... Its a bit scary www
But... I also know that I shouldn't stick only my preference for community and try my best to find a middle ground🥹
Yes I'm 高音厨. I LOVE WHEN HITTING HIGH NOTES AND IT GIVES ME CRAZY ORGASM
And every time I realized how fortunate I am knowing great people helped me when I'm completely helpless. Thank you, I'll be strong enough to deserve you all.
You shouldn’t do bad things. Someone’s always watching, and what goes around always comes around.
どれだけ大変で辛かったと思ってるんだよ。ファンがいなかったら俺はどうなってたかも知らないでみんな個人勢が安定とかふざけんな。
Even worse, people will start assuming that Indie is better and won't appreciate the work they put in behind the scenes. Guys there’s no easy jobs. And it will make creator difficult to join companies due to circumstances. Goddamn it. Stop making indie fantasy I’m tired of it. So so so tired.
It’s so unfair. Yes, you can do the paperwork, commissioning, legal work, making merchandise, documentation, etc., if you lock in, but talent will wind up spending their entire day doing that and not focusing on their content. Thats why they need management. I know it so so so much.
There are people who still refuse to pay, even with a contract in place (actually even now). And cowards who play the victim like children to gain sympathy.
What do you think we are? Rich? Oh come on, I couldn’t even buy foods last month. I making contents even that will put me to death.
It’s always the people you believed in the most who end up betraying you. That’s why you need to be wiser so you won’t let them betray you in the first place.
自分が信じていた人ほど裏切るからね。その人の事嫌いにならない、そして裏切らせない為にも自分が賢くなるべきなんだよ。
内緒な
still, these past two weeks with you really meant something to me.
i didn’t expect to enjoy it all so much.
when i took the vods down, i caught myself crying.
guess that says everything.
this isn’t quite the same,
but if you ever feel like coming back to those moments,
you’ll find them here.
i used to delete my vods, partly because of anxiety and depression. but more than that, i felt like the raw, human side of me was getting in the way of the artist i wanted to be.
... You guys brought me to good place... Thank you...
I never imaged I could stream like this fun and stress free ngl
Trauma can never get my control