dex 🧠⚡️

got a job except I HAVE A HANGOUT PLANNED ON TUESDAY THAT I MIGHT HAVE TO CANCEL BRO FUCK THIS

the banner is missing the other 3 boys but oh wellll 💔🥀

new banner btw it’s not that diff and i might change it but uay luv the kg boysss

i need that white lanky long haired nerdy funny white boy it’s not even funny anymore

tldr i accepted like 3 loans without reading the info on em first so. ueah VERY dumb mistake

almost put me and my parents in debt by not consulting them about loans!!! don’t do what i did omfg so happy i was able to cancel em

dex lore one of the teachers got me into jackbox everyone say ty to him!!! but yeah i missed him so bad i missed talking to him and i rlly wanted to say smth one last time but,,, ueah :-(

graduated!!! only sucky part was that i wasn’t able to talk to my 2 former teachers (they left to go teach at chicago this year) i waited and waited but nothing. i just wanted to check up on them but ig they didn’t recognize me ☹️

lowk did debate drinking for like an hour but ended up not doing so cus it wasn’t beer, it looked kinda gross, and idk seeing everyone change threw me off

drunk 3 cokes tho uayyy life stories w dex huzzah

oh yeah update on party from last night i went mute once my friends/the 3 people that i knew started drinking 😭 once they started to eat actual food they started to sober up so i got comfy with talking again! sucks how once more people i knew showed up i had to leave but i had fun ig!!

at my first “adult party” it’s going fine. drinking fanta uayyy!!

going to an adult party is so scary cus idk seeing everyone i know get like drunk or wtv is lowk scary. like i know it’s normal to drink but i just can’t fathom it

GIRL ME TOO 💔💔😭😭😭 oughhhh 😓😞😞😞

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IM DONE IM FINALLY DONEEEEE!!!! graduating on sunday too eeeee i camf wait

im like legit known to others as “that one shy person” i shit u not 😭 the amt of times i’ve been called that make me giggle

i’m just socially inept and keep to myself pretty much but ueahhh

it’s so amusing to me how my main descriptor is “shy” and in my head i go “i’m not THAT shy” but the more i ponder on it i’m like bitch YES U ARE!!!!! i’m so awkward and quiet even around my friends 😭 still find it funny tho

if they tour in mexico soon i hope i can travel there or smth so i can make friends I NEED MORE LATINO OOMFSDD this is so buns

won’t say what band cus i’m scared the fans will find me but i think it’s so cheeks how my fav band’s fan base is like 90% white 💔

have yet to meet a poc fan of them whether that be online or in person THIS SUCKSSSSS i’m not beating the whitewashed allegations 🥀🥀

life has been kinda buns since like yesterday the only thing that makes up for it is that I GOT MY WHOLE TUITION COVEREDDDD 😛 god bless my first gen immigrant child ass 🦭🙏

THE TEARS WONT STOPPP i love her sm i’m happy we’re both gonna spend the next few years of college tgt too ILHSM 😭😭😭

irl posted her senior photos and i actually started crying I LOVE HER SM SHES SUCH A CUTIEEEE 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

took the math accuplacer test for college and did not pass 👎 jumping

AGGHGGGG THANK UOUU

senior awards!! got my top 10% cord, dual enrollment cord, and perfect attendance 😛😛 (dex face reveal too kinda)

for reference i blush a lot when i’m put on the spot, sweat profusely, get stomachaches when i’m nervous, etc. yeah i’m cooked idk if exposure therapy will help all that much but THIS IS SO BUNS

i need a job like so bad i haven’t worked a day in my life and i want to but i’m also SO SCAREDDDD i’m so jealous of my friends who don’t struggle with socializing or talking to strangers i wish it was that easy for me 💔💔💔 then again getting a job could help me be less awkward but OUGHGGGGG 😭😭

rare dex sketch sighting i wish i posted unrendered art more

random but i came across my Guy interp’s concept art from exactly one year ago!! uayy i miss drawing him 💔🥀🥀

i’m so mad i took my english final on wednesday right? took my time (1hr) with it amd went “huh that was surprisingly easy” tell me why i got a 62 ☹️
and all my friends who all finished in ~30-40 mins got way better scores 😓 HOWWW i annotated the shit out of our required readings too. crying