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So far we have paid for the production no problem owo tho there have been some problems with the clicker shipments, as they have led lights and customs doesnt accept things with batteries xd
Im looking what to do, but so far, its probable we'll have to make them without them

I realized really late that there was a problem with the shipping rates kajdsjads
Now it should be fixed! ^^

After setting it up all day and having to register as a freaking business here in my country, my store is finally back ^^ The new link is gufaspalace-2.myshopify.com and it accepts both paypal and credit card ^^
Thanks for your patience

To be honest.. Im not seeking anything from this thread, so dont worry about it.
I just needed to get it off my chest.
Everytime Im alone with my thoughts, these memories haunt me.
Im tired..
Im so so tired..

Manage to affect my reputation much, or how most of my friends would view me (they said it was a clear problem of miscommunication), it shouldnt affect me this much..
And yet it does..
I hate it. I hate how much it hurts..

Hear of her.. And I hate me for it..
I've been wondering what happened to me, why was I so doubtful, where did my trust go, when did my kindness go?
And today, while thinking I realized, it was that day.
I try to convince myself that it wasnt that bad, it was just a fake callout post, it didnt-

What if she doesnt really need the money? What if she's just USING YOU?" And at the same time,I start shouting at myself, against these thoughts "She would not do that. She's not like that. She wouldnt use me. She's a good person" and so on.
I hear both voices in my head, every day, every time I-

Who I was..
How did I realize?
A friend of mine recently has been having a lot of monetary issues. At first, I gave her what she needed, but by the 3rd time I realized she was only talking to me to ask for money..
I started having problems with myself, thought I didnt like.. "what if she is lying?-

Leave.. lately I still stay awake thinking why, why didnt she tell me, what should I have changed, where did I go wrong, why cant I move on, and so on..
Well.. the whole point of this was to say.. I lost a part of me that day
I realized today
I lost part of my trust, part of my kindness, a part of-

For a long long time. I had nightmares, couldnt sleep at all and just, felt anxious about going to conventions again for months, maybe a year.
Then, I thought I was feeling better, but I saw her friend at a convention recently and I KNEW she was there, and I had a panic attack and just wanted to-

Damage was done.
I blocked her. I never mentioned her name in the document however, and she had made an alter account to upload hers. I.. I had considered her one of my best and closest friends, the person who saved my life, the one I felt indebted to for the rest of my days..
So this haunted me-

Just.. how she felt, which I never knew until I readed that document.
Lots of friends supported her callout post, not knowing what really happened and I even lost a close friend of mine because of it.
I.. I was devastated. I made my explanation, giving context and telling what were lies, but the-

Of it (which I thought I lost) thanking her for selling it to him.
At the end as I said, she made a callout post portraying me as a NIGHTMARE. A total monster to be around. She put things out of context, lied and changed what happened multiple times.
She said how HORRIBLE it was to be around me and-

Months, only to ask if my partner would like to buy something off her once.
I would try to talk to her and stuff and just.. she was never interested..
One day, the "incident" happened, in which she sold a precious item of mine to a friend of hers. I only realized cause that friend posted the photo-

Count it as part of the debt, but more as a gift so she could be happy and healthy. I would always tell her that if she needed money to tell me, but whenever she asked it was about the debt.
One time I decided to not say as it was a gift, and "closed" the debt instead.. she then didnt talk to me in-

Commissions and sales at the time)
The thing is.. during an entire year, she only talked to me to ask for money.
She would ask for a part of "the debt" to be paid and tell me some sad reason of why she needed it
I would always send her money and.. well, most of the time, I would tell her to not-

Around 200usd each for it and started purchasing products to bring.
Long story short, it was a failure. But I told her I would take responsability of it and pay her what she put, cause it was my idea at first.
Once I moved out, I got a "proper" job and started sending her money (I was living of-

So she was going to search for a place to rent with her boyfriend, so I told her I would look somewhere to rent so she could be at peace with him.
Before I moved out, we came out with an idea of a small business, in which we would bring japanese toys and figures and sell them here. We both put-

Would buy all groceries we needed, any takeouts she wanted and even trips to go to conventions (we were both artists so we worked together)
I would constantly ask her if she needed money for rent, if she needed ANYTHING to be honest.. she never said yes.
One day, she said she was being kicked out-

Problems she was having while having me there.
She seemed to have A LOT of problems with me, but I was constantly asking her if she needed anything, if there was a problem, etc etc. She always said no.
Anyways, I lived in her sofa for about 3 months. She didnt accept me helping pay the rent, so I-

My life, by letting me stay with her and escape my abusive household.
Now, I gotta say, I really... didnt know how to interact well with people that's true. Im autistic, and at the time I was still undiagnosed and under a constant "I need to survive" feeling, so thats why I might not realized some-

She could not do anything about it.
To be honest, I was emotionally devastated more than anything, and told her I would take some time off as I needed to cool down.
About 2 days later she made that callout post.
The thing is, we used to be roommates for a small period of time.
She literally saved-

Its amazing how a "small thing" can affect you...
About 1 year or more ago, someone I thought was my friend made a callout post about me, seemingly to avoid to receive one first. (Thats our theory)
She stole a precious item from me and sold it to a friend of hers, and refused to get it back, saying-

These are already open by the way ^^/ my bad, I forgot to say it (I travelled to send the packages, just arrived and was too late. They closed 5 minutes earlier and I travelled like 3 hours to arrive and just 😭😭😭😭😭)
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Also I didnt get the job 😭😭😭 they didnt call me back and today was the deadline for it and just..
God, what a bad day kcjfk
I need more luck u.u or a truck to strike me, whatever comes first

I woke up late cause of my insomnia/narcolepsy and ate lunch as quickly as I could, ran out the door to take the bus to go to the postal office and even then arrived just 🤏 late enough for it to be closed 😭
3 hour trip for nothing, will have to wake up earlier and not eat lunch to arrive on time

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